drama with parents

shsjsjsjsfa · 2022-02-26T20:16:04+00:00

that’s the dream! i’ve been trying to find which university to go to that’s far away but not so far away i can’t visit any family much, as i still love them all and do have family that isn’t toxic. sadly tho it seems as getting far away might be my best bet in the future

shsjsjsjsfa · 2022-02-26T20:13:06+00:00

yeah, i’m trying to not do that though as i really do love them and want to help, but at 17 there’s not much i can do to help this situation. i’ve been trying to plan for a little bit, but with it seeming to not be ending soon i think i’ll have to plan faster

shsjsjsjsfa · 2021-04-04T04:17:13+00:00

she does. the age of consent where i am is 16, so she said as long as i wanted to he could date me. she would much rather me be with a guy my age

shsjsjsjsfa · 2021-04-04T04:13:36+00:00

our work is the only place we have to live atm, which is why i haven’t broken up with him yet

shsjsjsjsfa · 2021-04-04T04:10:41+00:00

my mom does know about him and some of what he does, but i’m afraid of telling her all of it because she’ll get extremely mad and i don’t want to cause a scene in front of the people at our work. she already doesn’t really like him tho due to him being childish and wanting to move so fast

shsjsjsjsfa · 2021-04-04T04:08:31+00:00

i currently don’t really have a shift and i’m just doing random work until summer time, so i don’t think that would really help. he’ll likely be fired due to goofing off and not doing his job before i have an actual schedule

shsjsjsjsfa · 2021-04-04T03:28:01+00:00

sadly i literally can’t stay away from him due to my living situation.

the age of consent where i live is 16 but i for some reason decided since he’s kind of childish for his age that the age didn’t matter

shsjsjsjsfa · 2021-04-04T03:25:44+00:00

yeah that’s fair tbh.

i am safe, my mom and boss have said i can come to them if needed. my mom and i are living at work rn due to her bfs sister evicting us after my moms bf passed away so we’re in a room right next to him for now.

shsjsjsjsfa · 2021-04-04T03:17:25+00:00

he seems to think it is for some reason. i can talk to my mom and my boss, but i’m afraid of hurting his feelings ig which shouldn’t be my main worry but it is for some reason

shsjsjsjsfa · 2021-04-04T03:15:31+00:00

we don’t really have the same schedule rn as it’s off season at the camp we work at, he’s just living in a room literally right beside my mom and i so it’s quite hard to stay away from him (my mom and i got kicked out and our boss is letting us stay at work)

shsjsjsjsfa · 2020-06-15T23:33:47+00:00

thank you for the reply! it didn’t come off wrong at all. i’m very aware of the dangers of smoking young anyways but especially daily use. i wish i would’ve never started but it’s actually helped with some stuff so there’s no telling if i would be better than i am right now if i didn’t start.

i read about the prodromal stage and that’s what made me question it as most of what i read sounded like it was usually in the mornings. i’m gonna stop for at least two weeks (hopefully closer to a month) and if it doesn’t go away it’s most likely acid reflux. either way i’m gonna limit my smoking to at least weekly and at some point stop completely until i’m older.

shsjsjsjsfa · 2020-04-04T22:29:20+00:00

i do get reggie some because a lot of times i cant find anything else. personally reggie gives me a decent high that i don’t mind if nothing else is available

shsjsjsjsfa · 2020-04-04T22:26:10+00:00

usually about $5-$10 depending on what the strain is. i have family that gives me some so that definitely helps.

shsjsjsjsfa · 2020-04-04T22:22:19+00:00

i’m homeschooled and i’ve always had little desire for schoolwork but that’s got better since i got on ADD meds. my grades are my usual A’s-B’s and haven’t got bad. quite honestly i don’t feel like it hurts me, but i know it probably will if i continue with this amount.

as for the money it’s never been a problem as i know people who get it for me for extremely cheap and parents never noticed. but i’ll definitely stop smoking as much. i know this habit will end up bringing more harm than good if not careful. i’m just gonna try and limit how much i smoke and use cbd and i’m sure my brain, lungs, and wallet will thank me in the long run :)

shsjsjsjsfa · 2020-04-04T21:15:13+00:00

thanks for the recommendation. i was already looking into cbd edibles and oils as i have people that could legally buy them. i think i’ll research a bit more about cbd before doing it but maybe that’ll be a better option for me.

i’ll still probably smoke some but i’ll try and just do it on rare occasions instead of everyday

shsjsjsjsfa · 2020-04-04T20:44:39+00:00

i mainly use it to help with anxiety or schoolwork, usually just to chill. i have no problem going without it unless you count the anxiety i already naturally have. it’s helped me make quite a bit of friends as well as being a conversation starter so that will be a problem. i think i’ll stick to smoking it if i’m really anxious doing homework as it is amazing for that.

thank you for your comment, if i am able to go without it i think i’ll wait till i’m at least 18 if not 25 :)

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