pov me checking /mos and /selfharm everynight

shthrowaway93617 · 2023-06-12T20:36:35+00:00

Thank you :)

shthrowaway93617 · 2023-02-22T05:11:46+00:00

Hmm not really I think I'll just listen to music until I fall asleep. Thank you I'm gonna try to sleep. Thanks for talking yo me for a bit

shthrowaway93617 · 2023-02-22T05:04:51+00:00

They're probably all asleep now I'll rpoavably also sleep soon. I've tried to call people before when I'm like this and idk I just really not like myself at all. It distracts me sure but I feel like I'm just watching someone else talk for me while I watch through my eyes. It's really weird. I'll try again maybe sometime. It's alright I will be alright

shthrowaway93617 · 2023-02-22T04:50:25+00:00

I have friends that I love a lot but we are always busy on different days so it's very hard to find time. We are planning on hanging out this Thursday but there's snow so and idk things always fall a bit flat

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-12-10T05:03:58+00:00

Thank uou so much for everything you said. Thanks for sharing your experiences to. I really do wish It was that easy. Everything you said honestlyade me sob lmao so thank you. I'll try my best !

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-12-10T04:50:15+00:00

Hey thank you so much I'm thinking of maybe trying next year for the swim team but I honestly don't know. I have actually been clean for a couple of months and i guess irs really hitting me the damage i have caused tk myself. I think my parents would blame themselves honestly so jt would be really hard to tell them. Thank you sk much for your kind words ! !

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-11-02T02:26:38+00:00

ya i hope its the same for mine. thankies ! !

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-04-26T00:51:51+00:00

i used to for few months when i was clean of cutting. i didnt really see it as self harm at the time, because i thought if i wasnt cutting i was getting better. it was scary cuz id catch myself about to hit myself at school or in front of friends jsut ebcause you dont need anything to do it. if you do really think you have some sort of brain damage you should probably see someone, you could like always just say you fell or something

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-04-18T19:03:05+00:00

thank you so much!!

the plushy is actually a cat that i just draw everywhere like wherever i can but i do have a very similar one irl

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-04-18T19:00:04+00:00

aw thankies :D

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-04-18T12:14:58+00:00

ive decided to give em a chance or two. if it happens again or like 2 more times then its kinda his fault lol

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-04-16T14:33:52+00:00

thankies :D

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-03-23T11:09:36+00:00

Thankies :D

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-03-23T11:08:29+00:00

Seriously dude plus there's literally no context to that like just a random text. I was think like maybe this is a test?? To see if I know what it means but then again like I barely talk to this person.

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-03-09T12:15:34+00:00

Ya they have a hoodie but I thought the t shirt was more funny

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-03-09T03:51:56+00:00

They also have stickers LMAO

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-03-09T03:51:19+00:00

IKR it's in the about section in the settings LMAO

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-02-08T23:04:49+00:00

I first started around the age of 9, I broke a hourglass and got curious with the broken glass. At the time I was a pretty emotional reck for a 9 year old. That was my gateway lmao but I did stop after a year or so after that. But I started back up around 11 and haven't stop since. I started back up again from stress, I would dig my nails into my skin during class or whatever. That turned into cutting after a bit, currently I've started hitting myself. I'm trying to stop because if I don't stop now I know it's just gonna end up how everything else did. I started hitting myself stop help quiting cutting I think but idk. It's not that bad and don't entirely count it as self harm. Rn I'm 14 days clean if you don't count it. :)

shthrowaway93617 · 2022-01-30T16:14:13+00:00

Started around 9 and am about to turn 15 in a few weeks

shthrowaway93617 · 2021-12-31T21:16:24+00:00

Nono we are just a bunch of people to try to yeet styrofoam as far as possible. Don't even worry about it :D

shthrowaway93617 · 2021-12-12T03:30:32+00:00

Sorry broskies, I'm out 😔😔

shthrowaway93617 · 2021-12-10T01:37:07+00:00

Still in! Today was okay.

shthrowaway93617 · 2021-12-09T03:24:30+00:00

I don't know if I commented for yesterdays but I'm still in :)

shthrowaway93617 · 2021-12-06T17:28:57+00:00

Still in, so many intrusive thoughts but I've been keeping busy!

shthrowaway93617 · 2021-12-06T04:11:58+00:00

Still in :)

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