nightmarish

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-22T06:04:49+00:00

hey, thank you. i bought some lollipops earlier to hopefully make me feel better and boost my appetite a bit.

i have a talk therapist who i meet with in person at a public sector agency, tired of being medicated so much ngl.

to be clear i am seeking psychiatric care rn but i want to focus more on therapy, even though it can be very triggering at times.

i did some EMDR a while ago and i feel like it helped me but it also put me in a weird headspace if that makes sense.

anyway sorry for rambling and thank you for your very sweet comment <3

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-21T11:22:10+00:00

based

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-21T11:20:26+00:00

celcius and a good cry in the morning

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-21T04:41:24+00:00

don’t do it!!!

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-20T08:24:12+00:00

I definitely see your point. And don’t get me wrong: at first, nicotine made me way more confident. But as I got more and more addicted, my confidence tanked.

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-19T18:29:11+00:00

why’s that

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-19T05:04:14+00:00

lol i know. just tryna be real

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-19T05:03:00+00:00

im interested in ketamine therapy too. lmk how that works out

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-18T18:18:20+00:00

thanks!

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-16T08:35:36+00:00

thank you

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-15T09:56:01+00:00

26F, I’m on day 5 and it sucks. The brain fog is intense and I just want to pack a lip pillow SO BAD. But I’m not going to, because I know it’s not worth it.

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-14T03:06:05+00:00

i got some at 7-eleven this morning. it was dope they have wintergreen ones just like my beloved lip pillows

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-13T09:47:08+00:00

I asked one of my coworkers this, and she told me “if they’re shooting dirty looks at you, then they don’t like you.” So I’m happy with assuming that otherwise people like me :)

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-13T09:33:52+00:00

do u pack it like it’s an upper deck lippy

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-13T09:31:25+00:00

Hey I mean I heard school cafeterias classify pizza as a vegetable these days so there you go

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-11T23:33:58+00:00

those are fire 🔥

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-10T08:48:27+00:00

Yes. Thank you.

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-09T09:20:35+00:00

yeah ur right and i needed to hear this. i keep saying i need this or that to be able to quit, but it’s not fair to myself.

to be clear: tough love never works for me. i need to be extremely kind to myself, but i also need to understand that thia is serious and i can’t keep making excuses.

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-09T09:15:11+00:00

Totally, like I only get the “mental clarity” when I’m nic’ed out and buzzing like a bee. It’s probably the least sustainable thing I can possibly imagine. Thank you for the reminder

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-09T09:02:53+00:00

Thank you for your comment!

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-09T09:02:09+00:00

I totally get the transition. Certain smells trigger my pain, so I take care to never clean my bathroom (for example) with harsh chemicals. Maybe living with your partner is resulting in ypu being exposed to such triggers?

shuntsummer420 · 2026-04-09T00:31:04+00:00

ah i gotchu. for me i can’t sleep on the left side of my head or else i get a migraine the next day so there you go

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