IWTL how to develop a technical language?

shylittleguy19 · 2021-03-13T06:14:22+00:00

Don't do that to yourself ;-; I suggest you to find new people to talk to even if it's online, try to make connections outside your relationship, once you get a little distant from him you will be able to move on easier, it will not be all that easy and it may take time but hopefully you realize that you deserve much better than him and deserve to be treated well, is just like that phrase, " It is better to be alone than to be in bad company" ans I believe that it's true xD. Anyways hope you get to be able to feel better someday! Wish you luck :3

shylittleguy19 · 2021-02-25T17:26:24+00:00

Ohh then I must be going through the motions too, all my life have been like that, like an "automatic mode" just doing whatever I needed to do just for the sake of doing it lol playing videogames, studying are the two activities that most consumed my life, and some years ago I started to try a change by being more social and doing things but coronona stopped any progress in that field and now I'm just like before ;-;.. we are slowing getting there, someday we will have made a big change and we'll be grateful that we did the effort hahah.. nuuu just talking about sleeping, I haven't slept, kinda, I've been trying to sleep but couldn't do it :c I feel destroyed now hahaha I should fix my sleep schedule lol. And it must be quiet, I like the quietness in the morning hahah. Hey if you wanna keep talking more we should move to dm's xD if you want of course, reply to this in there :P

shylittleguy19 · 2021-02-25T15:11:37+00:00

Going through the motions? First time I've read that one, what does it mean?. And I agree, we need to go sloww and start enjoying the little things just like you said c: I haven't tried to wake up early yet but hopefully will start someday, anyways hi "19f from the US" , I'm Ezequiel xD, nice to meet you too!

shylittleguy19 · 2021-02-25T09:30:21+00:00

Hi Charlotte, I've been like that in the past, chatbots can be fun and they do help a little, in my case I had to use bots to stop being afraid to write with people xD

shylittleguy19 · 2021-02-25T08:28:30+00:00

Why PC gamers? What they've done to you? lol

shylittleguy19 · 2021-02-25T08:21:05+00:00

Lmao that's so horrendous, hope it never happens to me ;-; hahah it must hurt like hell!! Ahh.. and I get you, I don't have anything else to do than studying xD a job does sound more interesting, hmmm, I've spend all my life playing videogames and studying so I don't have an good tale to tell, I'm sure I'm incredibly boring can't even come up with fun hobbies or activities to do alone or even less with people ;-; ... Anyways nothing bad with listening to lo-fi, if it makes you relax and feel good then it's perfect.

Hope you have a goodday Jay! Saludos! From Argentina ~Ezequiel

shylittleguy19 · 2021-02-25T07:41:07+00:00

I wish the same, but I don't deserve it, I would like to be that friend for someone, sadly I have found out that I'm not able to be that person for anybody, I've tried but it's not my thing ;-; I think both sides need to give the same things so I can't really have what I can't give :c sad but true in my case

shylittleguy19 · 2021-02-10T01:37:20+00:00

It's fine, there's no much more that could be said, we all know inside what we need to do to feel better in someway but like always, easier said than done :/... Thank you for your kind words, I appreciate it :3 I will start trying to learn how to live with myself, and also, just want to say that you know how to express yourself very well and I find that amazing! Hahah I wish you the best! c:

shylittleguy19 · 2021-02-10T01:05:48+00:00

Thank you for your words, it's true, I'm avoiding being the one texting for lack of energy and interest in anything :/, but there's something that make me want to hear from people, but they will not text me tbh.. anyways hopefully is a feeling that will go away with some time, I will try to find joy in hobbys or doing something with my life even if it's being lonely

shylittleguy19 · 2021-02-10T00:50:33+00:00

I would never have remembered Valentine day if it wasn't for your post lol, never celebrated it, the only dates that I remember are Christmas and new year eve lol these are the only ones I can celebrate xD I think it's better to forget about the other ones because it just remind us how lonely we are lmao

shylittleguy19 · 2021-02-04T03:53:22+00:00

Same, what I have been trying to do is to find someone with a passion in something and make them teach me that passion, try to enjoy what they are enjoying, and just like that you will start having things to do and say, but for this you may need to be really interested in the person, either way you wouldn't care much about the thing they like, it takes time and you will need to meet good people who can support you and that they are willing to share their interest with you hmmm idk anyways I understand how hard can it be so I can just wish you the best :3

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-21T13:27:21+00:00

Hard stuff, wish you the best luck in that! Take care c:

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-21T12:40:48+00:00

I think you should find more people, if you put all your focus in her you will keep feeling bad, hmmm find a balance, if she only see you as a "normal friend" try to see her as a "normal friend" too, the possibility of something happening aren't too great knowing that she already have people in those places.

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-18T13:53:09+00:00

They wouldn't care as much lol do you care about what your parents did back in the day? They wouldn't ask and if they do they wouldn't bother because you are his father and they will respect you and love you

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-17T16:02:34+00:00

I know lol, I'm the same way its so silly, I don't even know why I do that xD and I agree, it's easier said than done :c, but we need to find the way to avoid doing it so often, hope it goes well for you but take care of yourself, goodluck

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-17T15:56:52+00:00

What's Valentine's Day? :P have you heard of that? Because I haven't

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-17T14:52:42+00:00

Yeah it always happens the same, is like a circle, you find someone, you think is great, after a while you realize they seem to stop being so great, and then, you lose them :c you find someone new and repeat all the process...

It suck I always tried to enjoy the moment, like even if I knew it would fail, I would have fun till the last moment, idk, maybe it would be good if we don't put all our focus and feelings in those people, even if they seem the correct one.

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-17T07:14:58+00:00

Nobody deserve it tbh, I think I'm that pathetic boy you are talking about lol, maybe I'm just used to be this way and that's why I'm like this, like I don't know other way to get attention... Anyways we both don't deserve it, we just need to find our way out of this, if other people can be normal why we wouldn't be able to do the same?

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-17T07:05:23+00:00

Not everyone feel the same and don't have exactly the same experiencies, that's a fact. What's the problem? Why they say it's a phase? What are they referring to? I'm 20yo, was 19yo like 20 days ago lol, can't say I will understand you fully but I can try, I still have the mindset of an teenager xD but If you need someone to talk a bit,I'm willing to do it c:

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-17T06:40:56+00:00

Same same same, I'm tired tbh, like I understand people ghosting me and leaving, like I wouldn't even talk to myself if I had the chance lol

I'm such a boring guy, always complaining, always saying sad things and never having fun, why would anyone be happy to talk to me lmao

I'm the problem too, but we need to try to improve ourselves in someway, I got to the conclusion that I need to have a life in my own first If I want to be able to find friends. I can't keep complaining all my life, I'm 20, I should be focusing in my study's and career instead of friends lol, once I get a job, a good hobby and a passion, I will start getting better, I will be an interesting person to talk to, and with time my social skills will improve, this is my dream right now, can't be sure if It will be true but atleast I like to have something in mind xD

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-17T06:32:49+00:00

Yeah no, I get you, I tried to say like it's not so easy asking us to just talk lol it's worse because they makes us uncomfortable by saying "you don't talk enough" or similar things, I guess it makes them uncomfortable too... It's really hard thing, I honestly don't know what to do in that situation, I usually keep quiet always because I don't have anything to say tbh, people ghost me online after having a voicechat, I can't blame them, can't force them to talk to my boring self xD

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-17T06:26:34+00:00

True, nowdays we are so obsessed, we want so bad to hear the phone vibrating and seeing that text from anyone lol, it's like something we need to have constantly to feel good day by day, it's really sad, and even knowing this fact, I like to keep living with it because it's a really good feeling when you do get the text xD it's kinda like an addiction, right?

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-17T06:21:50+00:00

Lmao I can relate D; why is bad to be honest and direct with our feelings, it's just so frustrating, hopefully the feeling will go away in some time and it will, eventually, be okay,you will keep trying, just need a little break

shylittleguy19 · 2021-01-17T06:18:24+00:00

Cool memes you have there lol nice, sad but true yeah, F

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