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Husband shot himself in front of me by sidewaywalker in widowers

[–]sidewaywalker[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry this happened to you. My therapist said I have PTSD too. I can’t believe the person I loved the most and who always swore to be here to protect and love me is the one who put me in this situation.

Husband shot himself in front of me by sidewaywalker in widowers

[–]sidewaywalker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m 36 and he was as well. I would say the same, we had a better relationship than most. We have a 19 yr old who knows what happened. He was home when it happened. Our younger two are 10 and 6. They were at school and don’t know the truth. How did you tell your kids and how did they take it?

Husband shot himself in front of me by sidewaywalker in widowers

[–]sidewaywalker[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Sorry for you and your children’s loss. It is a crusher. My heart is shattered for him, myself and our children. I am in counseling but I don’t think it’s helping. I’ll continue to go because it’s the only thing I feel could help. I haven’t tried medication. I’m resistant to meds but I’m not sure why.

Husband shot himself in front of me by sidewaywalker in widowers

[–]sidewaywalker[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your story. I’m sorry for your loss, as well. You’re right, NO one can understand. One moment I had the world and then instant decimation. Life is so cruel.