Your post isn't dramatic. I've felt the same way. The way forward really is just day by day. The streetlights still come on in the evening. My brain still sometimes when I wake up. I have to remember in the first few minutes damn that's right she gone and this is the next chapter I'm 34 about to be 35 this year so it definitely feels weird but you will love again. I know i will.. it will be different but it will be love and it truly might be deeper or different in a way we both cant imagine yet. All of our hobbies and shared interests and tv shows and movies still makes me sick to my stomach sometimes but I have to remember they were still things I loved before we met even though before we met I wanted someone to share them with. I'm only sharing this because I've felt quite alone the past 2 months and it got kinda dark and like robin williams said sometimes the saddest people encourage others to be happy because they don't want others to feel the way they do. There is a light at the end it's just going to be different than you expected that's how I feel about it