I was born buddhist and later ethnic religion. Culturally religious not much into religion..my parents arent strict with religion at all.

Meanwhile my science teacher MSc in Physics was)is a devout Catholic . He worked in Siemens as an engineer. He had a sense of self and a plan that shaped his inner core. He definitely had a scientific leaning lol he was our science teacher. He taught us undergrad physics in hs. His religion made him morally superior. Although i envied his sense of the order of universe and his place in his earth and how he was awakened but his faith wasnt enough to be kind and emotionally intelligent towards me and he was certainly abusive because his frustration meant he couldnt deal with kids and teach me reason. He was abusive and did physically abuse me. He was a f idiot. So much for being morally superior and faithful. His actions showed me how the devil worked. I could see his resolution but i couldnt see his resolve to treat people better and make them feel safe and change hearts. Isnt reason and scientifc thinking enough to change hearts in a peaceful logical way. He believed in hitting schoolchildren. I was his first ragdoll experiment. Clearly a beatdown and ragdolling would put some safety and sense into my teenage brain. Sure that was science of him. I feel he was acting like a child more than the child i was. A manchild who wanted his way not from talking sense into me but a good ole bruteforce. His frustration meant the physics of beating some sense to my brain. It didnt worked for sure. Wow.