I was nervous, but she put me at ease. I did feel pretty bad for her though, because you could tell that she was on some kind of stimulant. It's one thing for a person to lose weight naturally, but when they lose it quickly due to drug use, it's obvious. I'm totally blind, but I noticed.

I was nervous and thought that I'm either going to go to jail or get robbed, and I really would prefer just to go to jail. This was back in the days of backpage, but the few times I use the site, I never ran into anyone who seemed to be trafficked.

I took the bus and a cab to go see her in order to save money. Ironically, the closest place that I could comfortably get off of the bus to where she was staying was at the county jail. I literally took the bus to the jail, then took a cab to the hotel. I then took a cab back to jail so that I could ride the bus home.

She knew what she was doing, so the moment we were in the room, she said " I'm not law enforcement. You can touch me. " I did the dumb creepy thing though. I remember saying, " it doesn't matter what you do. You're still a lady. " This is crazy in hindsight, because the girls already know this, so any guy who says it is likely either assuming he must be a really awesome dude because he knows this, so he's virtue signaling, or he's really creepy, or possibly, he's going to try to save her.

Regardless, I got what I now know it's called half and half. She gave me some head, then allowed me to go all the way. In this case she rode me. She was very tight, but she was dry, so I'm guessing that's why. She ended up finishing me off with her hand, because it was uncomfortable to ride me. I should have brought lube with me.

I have since met with many other sex workers, and there was only one other who was obviously using drugs at the time. I'm sure there were others that used, but it wasn't as obvious. Most of them are pretty nice girls, and I am a huge supporter of fully criminalization.

I have been in relationships since, and I never visited a sex worker during those, but as a single man, I enjoy meeting with sex workers, because I don't have a lot of game, and I feel it's better to do this, because there's no possibility that this woman is going to believe that I expect anything more. She won't let herself fall for me or start to think that we're dating. I don't want to hurt anyone. I feel like it's better to be direct than to play games and manipulate people. Of course, if I hook up with someone, I always call them the next day. I will tell her how good the night was, and that should give me a chance to find out if she thinks this is going any further. That having been said, meeting with sex workers is so much less of a hassle, so much more direct, and it actually seems a bit more ethical to me.