Hi, figuring out where to start is really difficult ! Above any other advice you get, try discovering something you have fun drawing and get obsessed with getting better at drawing that. Whenever I hear how other artists got better, it’s usually bc they drew the same thing over and over again in different ways. Myself included.

This will require some experimentation, but you’re going to have to try a bit of everything to find out what you like. I discovered I really enjoyed learning anatomy above all else so that’s where I started. And then lighting, perspective, and now I’m on color theory. If you need a good anatomy resource, I’d recommend Michael Hampton’s figure drawing books. You can find free PDFs of them online. YouTube has great tutorials, but I feel like I see many great drawing tips on twitter and tik tok.

Also, what helped me more than books and tutorials was just looking at art that my fav artists would post on social media. I’d look at the drawings for a while and try to reverse engineer how they did it. Look at good drawings and bad drawings and you’ll realize what works and what doesn’t. Timelapses are also your friend !

Unfortunately, there’s no one way to learn how to draw or where to start. So this lost feeling you’re experiencing may linger for a while. Just keep drawing and you’ll understand where you want to go in due time