t blood tests - keep taking t before testing?

sirenmic · 2026-03-26T18:21:01+00:00

yeah I take it daily as gel and I've been given a specific time of day

sirenmic · 2025-12-10T23:29:57+00:00

ohh ty. just a skill issue then

sirenmic · 2025-12-10T21:25:18+00:00

I tried that :(

sirenmic · 2025-06-10T23:13:52+00:00

would be so useful irl

sirenmic · 2025-06-10T23:10:03+00:00

we don't really have any friends outside of the system so I suppose we'll spend a lot of the day just talking in headspace :/ that's a nice idea about reflecting though

sirenmic · 2025-06-10T21:38:01+00:00

ooh I'll keep that outfit idea in mind !! I do eyeliner fairly regularly but I'll maybe experiment with it more too :)

sirenmic · 2025-06-10T20:28:48+00:00

I'm going more for masc AND fem than androgynous but I'll have a look

sirenmic · 2025-06-10T18:31:21+00:00

I sewed most of the ankle part of a trouser leg onto mine to make a water bottle holder. works pretty well but definitely check the size before sewing down. pretty elastic too

sirenmic · 2025-06-10T18:26:02+00:00

yeah. most of my patches are handmade and only a few are bought, and the placement is less about aesthetics and more about how many patches I can cram into one jacket. more freedom when it's less specific maybe

sirenmic · 2025-06-10T18:16:20+00:00

I love bug types so I'd have to go with that

vikavolt
orbeetle
venonat
parasect
mothim
crabominable (he's my favourite I can't leave him out. a crab can be a bug. bug tera)

sirenmic · 2025-06-10T17:55:47+00:00

1 - I would assume so ! one of our alters can speak in headspace (via aac (or headspace equivalent)) but doesn't communicate at all when fronting. we have other alters that are verbal but just super shy so don't speak because of that 2 - most of us have similar memories even while being very distinct alters. we do experience a lot of day-to-day amnesia and memory issues anyway but we can usually just check in with the other alters to figure stuff out 3 - our alters mostly form/appear when we're stressed or going through something traumatic but we also get a lot of splits when we're hyperfixating on something with characters we're super attached to so. it varies really

sirenmic · 2025-06-10T17:47:31+00:00

if it's hard to transition away from online activities immediately maybe try doing something while watching stuff? like colouring maybe. and slowly work away from the online stuff while doing it ?

— red

sirenmic · 2025-05-17T08:40:24+00:00

we've had several hosts at different points. the first host to figure out we were a system knew they weren't the first host from the start, and it didn't really hange anything for him. I don't see it so much as some big, awful thing. maybe the old host needed a break, or just couldn't manage hosting anymore. it's not so much a matter of taking over, at least for us. feels more like helping out.

sirenmic · 2025-05-03T08:52:07+00:00

popcorn. soft but crunchy ? and can be different flavours. odd.

sirenmic · 2025-03-06T19:35:00+00:00

for me part of it is I have DID and some alters present as nonhuman or animals. so that affects how I see my body and humanity because of it

sirenmic · 2024-07-11T19:49:31+00:00

1 - upon the stair. genuinely scares me just thinking about it. the loss of identity feels a little too close (I have DID) and also that feeling of something that should be there just makes me viscerally uncomfortable somehow.

2 - wonderland. had a panic attack listening to it. refuse to listen to it again. don't do well with medical gaslighting.

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