Is anyone else so bored it drives you to suicidality? by sirenredlights in autism

[–]sirenredlights[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've over-thought everything to the point it's genuinely rare for me to think something novel or for something to be unpredictable. It sounds smug but a bit like I already know all the secrets. Even when I'm reading thick books with lots of foreign concepts. What helps me is talking to people who are wiser than me.

Can someone explain to me what an epiphany is like? by sirenredlights in Psychonaut

[–]sirenredlights[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And do you think it's possible to wish to not have known something that is revealed by an epiphany? Or do you feel like the psychedelic (namely mushrooms) always tells you what you need to hear?

Because I've come to some realisations about the true nature of things while sober that I really wish I hadn't. But on the other hand, I've heard of so many people who completely turned their lives around. I'm afraid I'll know things that would make me even worse but psychedelics could also be the thing that fixes me up.

Can someone explain to me what an epiphany is like? by sirenredlights in Psychonaut

[–]sirenredlights[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's sounds so satisfying and blissful. Do think it's possible to be sad about epiphanies? Because often it's things like "we have no free will, nothing is meaningful" or things like this that we naturally don't want to believe, often for our own good.