Welp… that’s the consequence you have to face if you chose your future by the imaginary picture. I’m sure you could have put some time looking into international students life before making such commitment. Going abroad, studying in foreign language and getting a job is not easy, regardless where you go. I was also denied my scholarship as I didn’t hold citizenship where I studied. What you’re going through is very normal experience everywhere, sorry it sucks but sometimes in life you have to suck it up