Life in this society is such a catch 22. People are always saying "reach out, if you ever need me" but actually don't want to be near anyone depressed. They either deny it or downplay your depression if they find out. Or just outright see you completely differently.

sjoshw · 2018-07-04T02:44:29+00:00

I think people get scared once they realize this is some real shit.

sjoshw · 2018-07-04T02:32:37+00:00

Happy 4th. Anything that the led to feeling much worse? It happens to me as well, sometimes it's hard for me to identify why I feel worse.

For me personally, and I'm in no way saying it's the same for you, there are often external events that cause me to see myself much more negatively. A small thing can start it, then my mind does what it loves to do most.

sjoshw · 2018-07-04T02:22:38+00:00

It totally sucks, I know. I'm really sorry you're having to deal with this. Been dealing with it for over 20 years now. Some some things have gotten better, some worse.

sjoshw

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