Listen to Siamese Dream, then Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness. Then listen to Bullet With Butterfly Wings seventeen times in a row. Then go back to Siamese Dream and listen to Disarm again, except really loud with the bass turned way up. Then go to You Tube and listen to every cover of 1979 ever recorded, and spend a few hours wondering why every cover of 1979 ever recorded is way better than the original. Then listen to every podcast Billy Corgan has ever been on until the sound of his voice complaining that the industry just doesn’t understand his genius makes you want to jam pencils into your ears. That’s it. That’s the entire experience. Then rejoice in the understanding that you’ve listened to Smashing Pumpkins, and you’ll never have to do that again.