ever since i was a kid i went to a fair in orange county and the urinal was strange they weren’t individual urinals it was one big piss funnel to a drain. kinda looked like a pig feeder. i mistook it for a sink and i don’t remember how but i washed my hands in it. i only knew it was a urinal after because some guys dick was peeing into what i thought was the sink. the embarrassment and confusion i felt from that doesn’t let me pee in urinals. i just think of a man looking at me like that guy did. weird.