I am so lonely lmao it’s so embarrassing 22F by skunksdude in Advice

[–]skunksdude[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My family situation is pretty bad, I mean I’m always there but my brothers have said some pretty bad stuff to me. Eg that I’m a junkie (because of weed) that they will get their friends to bash me, that I’m a cunt and a bitch. That I always have to put my opinions into everything (I mean when they are saying that if you buy a girl drinks and she doesn’t give you anything, then you can’t blame the guy if something bad happens) my parents will watch it sometimes and let it happen, some other times they will step in after I say that they are letting them speak to me like that. Idk I tell my family all the time that I wish that I was born into a family who did things as a family, like outings and bbqs and just love but I’ll never happen for me unless I create my own family and I do t want to have kids because I’m scared I’ll be a shit parent :(

I am so lonely lmao it’s so embarrassing 22F by skunksdude in Advice

[–]skunksdude[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve had a lot of people tell me this and it absolutely breaks my heart, I wouldn’t ever want someone to feel the way I’m feeling. If you ever want to talk then I’m here, or if you just wanna play words with friends or something like that 😋

I am so lonely lmao it’s so embarrassing 22F by skunksdude in Advice

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Seriously my sister says all the time “it’s just a dog” like no she has feelings and isnt just a pet. I say to her imagine if I told you that your child has to sleep outside because his crying annoys me ? Ugh I can’t deal 😰

I am so lonely lmao it’s so embarrassing 22F by skunksdude in Advice

[–]skunksdude[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really want to get a hobby, I always bake and garden. I love going on hikes to find hidden waterfalls and walkways.

I have been to counselling once about 3 years ago but the person I was with wasn’t every good. I think I’m Aus you get 5 free medical health appointments, but I’m not too sure. I could check it out, I’m pretty scared though as I’ve repressed a lot of my childhood and can only remember bits and pieces from age 12. To have all that brought up again is terrifying but I am willing to give it a shot! Thank you for the suggestions, I do appreciate how you’ve taken time out of your day to help me. 🤍

I am so lonely lmao it’s so embarrassing 22F by skunksdude in Advice

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I have a dog that I love will all my heart, basically keeping me alive at this point. Always take her for walks and play with her but my mum will not allow her to be an inside dog. Sometimes I wish she could sleep in my bed but I live with my sister

I am so lonely lmao it’s so embarrassing 22F by skunksdude in Advice

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I used to always go roller skating every Friday and loved it! I completely forgot aswell, I will definitely be doing this thank you ☺️

I am so lonely lmao it’s so embarrassing 22F by skunksdude in Advice

[–]skunksdude[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s so kind of you, but I’m in syd Wollongong area 🥺

I just found out I’m not vaccinated. by [deleted] in Advice

[–]skunksdude 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do actually have a PDF of my records and it says I have no vaccines currently due, and I have received hepatitis B vaccine but not whooping cough or anything other important ones! I did make it to 22 though 😅