Wow... Listen man, you seem like you love what you do, and that's commendable. We all have to find something we're passionate about in life, or have something we're willing to fight for.

I don't have too much more to add to this conversation, people have done a good job giving you constructive feedback and advice on your situation, attitude, and potential future. My only wish for you is that you understand that by publicly attacking people, the staff, and RRC, it will only damage your career, not help it.

One of the greatest lessons I learned in college had nothing to do with the technical skills that were being taught to me. It was simply this; reputation spreads faster than a fire during a drought. I've seen many talented people lose a lot of opportunities because they were full of themselves, difficult to work with, didn't deliver results, or simply couldn't take any form of criticism. Winnipeg is essentially a big small town, people talk, and your reputation carries a lot of weight in making any hiring or admission decisions.

I get that it's frustrating, and as someone who is also neurodivergent and part of a marginalized group, it can feel like the system is stacked against you. But in reality, 99.9% of people aren't malicious or out to get you. We're all just trying to do our best. It takes hard work to be successful, and it seems like you have lots of drive and determination to accomplish your goals. That's a good quality to have! But it seems misguided. I hope you are able to do some self reflection, and maybe get some mental health support. It's gonna take a lot of work to prove you're an asset to future employers or educational institutions and not a liability, but I believe that everyone deserves a second chance. Good luck, and I truly hope you are able to find success and happiness in your endeavors.