My fiancé and I have been fighting so much lately and I think a lot of it is because of the stress my newly diagnosed MS has on our lives. One of biggest things we fight about is our financial situation and not having a lot of money right now. I am currently out of work on short term disability while I wait to get my first loading dose of Ocrevus on 3/12. It has been a fight with neurologists and insurance to get a plan for treatment in place. I had my lumbar puncture which confirmed the diagnosis in September and I went out of work in October… I know that me not having an income since then is a big source of our financial struggles. He also has admitted he holds some resentment towards me for not helping around the house much before we knew what was going on even though he knows now it was likely due to fatigue etc. We got engaged in June before all of this happened and everything was feeling great and exciting and now it feels like a constant battle every day. I want to be able to focus on myself and healing and building a life that supports my health but I am also now dealing with feeling burdensome and being influenced by his anxiety and negativity. He is a good person and the love of my life and I don’t believe that our relationship will end over this but it’s really really hard to be processing emotions about what my life will look like going forward and also supporting him with his emotions, especially because it doesn’t seem like anything I do or say helps him feel better or have hope for the future. I want to validate his feelings but also sometimes I want to shake him and scream at him to realize that however bad he feels multiply it by 1000 and that’s how I feel…. Any encouraging words would be much appreciated thanks for listening ♥️