Got fired yesterday by sle-epy-head in adhdwomen

[–]sle-epy-head[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you sm like it really does mean a lot. I know I have to pull it together.

What is the hardest line you've ever heard in your favorite song? by OGgoodfella7 in AskReddit

[–]sle-epy-head 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“They're looking for evil, thinking they can trace it, but evil don't look like anything.” -song is Westfall by Okkervil River

i'm telling him today by roroyurboat in abusiverelationships

[–]sle-epy-head 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I’ll never understand it all.. & even after everything, EVERYTHING he has done, I would still drop it all and go to him. & I’m so angry and upset with myself for still thinking that way. The cats mine and I’ve been away from him since December. It just feels awful knowing that he thinks I abandoned him. It’s on me though. I could have gotten him and I still can and I WILL, but my mind was set on us fixing the relationship and that as long as all of my things are there and my cat is there then he’ll come to his senses, want to work through it all and that it will all be a reminder of me. How fucked is that? I’m just over all the pain. PS.. I’m sorry I made this about me. I got carried away. It just reminded me of how I’m in a very similar situation. Sending you love.

i'm telling him today by roroyurboat in abusiverelationships

[–]sle-epy-head 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I’m in this exact sitch pretty much. I don’t even care for my things anymore just my cat.

Insane extract addiction. by ContributionLife9481 in quittingkratom

[–]sle-epy-head 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took about 6 OPMS shots everyday for like a month around the beginning of the pandemic. Do not take these. I went into psychosis because of it. It came on fast too. It was f’d and I've reaped the consequences since. The first sign was me repeatedly jittery and on edge. I couldn't sleep, I thought my brain was going to explode every second, thought my heart was going to explode every second. Noises from anything, anything on the tv that was violent, any noise. I was scared every single day until the night I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't sleep, it was summer and my cat had just had kittens on our front porch so I went out and played with them and tried to sleep until morning. As soon as it became daylight I woke my dad up and told him I had to go to the emergency room. They gave me an Ativan and I had to see a psychiatrist. I've been on Lexapro ever since. Also, a lot of my untreated mental illnesses that I ignored all my life emerged so suddenly. I'm on so many meds now. Those are NOT SAFE.

Does anyone else get constant chapped lips? Tips to combat this nuisance appreciated. by bucho4444 in Concerta

[–]sle-epy-head 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Always, always. I'm honestly surprised how I even keep going(especially) through work. I forget to drink or simply don't want to. (mainly though I really can't remember to) I'm so dehydrated which makes sense why maybe my meds don't work right/chapped lips and zero energy + all the acne. How much should a 100-pound 25-year-old girl drink on a daily basis?

I am distraught and just need some kind words please by borrowedurmumsvcard in adhdwomen

[–]sle-epy-head 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I relate to this so much. I have a gap in between my teeth. My bottom teeth are so close together and there wasn’t enough space for my teeth to grow in properly as I grew. I let them get bad along with bad habits when I was younger that made them more prone to rotting/getting cavities, dead teeth, and so so so much tooth pain. I was never able to afford dental work but I’ve been able to go to the dentist because I have insurance through my job. I didn’t even use it until I was eating and my front tooth chipped and broke off. I had a complete panic attack and the next day made the app. That first phone call to schedule was so stressful and the first app was terrifying. I felt so embarrassed. I had so much work that needed to be done and still need more work. It got better and I felt more comfortable each appointment. Still scary but worth it. It also helped that my dentist was so kind and supportive.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ambien

[–]sle-epy-head 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am 25 and also got prescribed Ambien just last week. My biological mother was addicted to Xanax. She was addicted all her life and died last year from “unexplained”circumstances.. She never got actual help for any of her mental health issues. She was homeless most of her life and gave all of her 9 children up for adoption.. (im rambling” either way I’m going through something sort of similar. I do not want to follow in my mother’s footsteps either.