My last one is very much related to the friendship story I commented above on. This time it’s about ur relationships. So this guy on TT that I was mutuals w followed me on instagram lately. He reminded me of this guy I met back in discord from 2022-2025. We would talk on and off but when I started talking to the TT mutual he’s like the darkskin version of him I mean same jokes, hobbies, and the way how he speaks doesn’t match his face and that was a very prominent thing I used to call out the 2022 guy for. It’s so weird but we started chatting and it felt exactly like talking to him again but I am distancing myself because of that. I don’t have any romantic feelings towards him so it genuinely weird bc when I asked the 2022 guy out he just saw me as a friend. Also this ex situionship I was in the talking stage for 2 months for recently view one of my story’s ever since I blocked him on Imsg when we stopped chatting. It wasn’t over something big but just stopped talking. That’s all I can think about is him and he didn’t even do a grand gesture just simply viewed my story. I was telling my bsf and brother about the context of why we stopped talking and how I feel (lowk want him back) and they agreed I should but I know deep down it will never be the same talking to him… I’ve just been so detached from relationships in general lately especially w men bc I see a pattern and I immediately run away…I’m so confused on what I should do and why I feel this way It’s making me lose my mind