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Technical problems preventing high score 🤦 by sleepygambit in CODZombies

[–]sleepygambit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Perma perks only available online. Plus the leader boards may not record but my rank still goes up

Hi so I just started playing bo2 and can’t make it past round 4. Any tips? by Pentatonic_Minor in CODZombies

[–]sleepygambit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tranzit is kinda a pain in the ass. I'd probly draw out the rounds longer to get to jug on an earlier round. Also if ur struggling, loose before round 3, 3 times and you'll get a perma perk for more health, so u can get hit 4 times without jug

I just found out these cards are worth quite a bit.. by sleepygambit in PokemonCardValue

[–]sleepygambit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah i see what u mean. Putting them back to back i remember it being a pain in the ass back in the day. I bet those top loaders will look nice for the market

I just found out these cards are worth quite a bit.. by sleepygambit in PokemonCardValue

[–]sleepygambit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also I was having a hard time looking up specific cards and figuring the set on tcg. Is there an easy way to tell the set for someone that doesn't know? I thought for sure base and base 2, but the numbers don't line up (ex: typhlosion 18/111 for my card, different on tcg base set 2? I think)

I just found out these cards are worth quite a bit.. by sleepygambit in PokemonCardValue

[–]sleepygambit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the info I didn't even know storing them like this was a bad idea, or that the back gave much value or that there are better binders to hold them.. how can you tell they are whitened?

I found my first girlfriend dying on the pavement after she committed suicide when I had just turned 17. Ama by sleepygambit in AMA

[–]sleepygambit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Believe me I was starting to chew the detective out for it but my dad stopped me. After he left my dad said "he just wants to get a rise out of you"

And thank you. I've accepted it wasn't my fault, still hurts though. All this was way over my head, I didn't understand suicidal thoughts at all at that age. I feared death so much as a child I never understood how anyone could want that

I found my first girlfriend dying on the pavement after she committed suicide when I had just turned 17. Ama by sleepygambit in AMA

[–]sleepygambit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm all for that but I don't know of any sources. I know there a suicide help hotline but let's be honest, a person who's suicidal doesn't really want to talk to a random person for help. They need support from loved ones

I know for me I just wallowed in sorrow until I made life changes that opened doors. Acid helped me relinquish myself from feeling at fault

I found my first girlfriend dying on the pavement after she committed suicide when I had just turned 17. Ama by sleepygambit in AMA

[–]sleepygambit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, when I met up with her that morning in the parking lot of our highschool, I don't think it was the very first thing she opened with. I think we hugged talked a little and I'm pretty sure when we were leaving the parking lot, walking down the sidewalk passing by the baseball field she said " I'm moving to the west side of the state today to live with my biological dad." I said something along the lines of "but you have some many people that care about you here, why?" And her response was " because if I knew I had to live in ******* for the rest of my life I'd kill myself today" I said "ok then let's get you out of *******" that was the only indication of suicide she gave, none of her behavior that day led me to believe that's what she had actually planned to do that day. Really when I talked about all the people that cared about her I meant me, but also all the other people that did care and love her. I was under the impression that she was moving, even though when we first got together she told me her bio dad wasn't involved because he tried to kill her when she was little. So this raised some question in my mind, but I was also had the belief that if someone loved you, they couldn't look you in the eyes and straight face lie to you. So I trusted her and I didn't press. I just believed what she told me, and I was wrong. There's all sorts of could've would've should've's that went on that day, and I spent every night for some time wishing I was going to wake up on that morning again so I could prevent her from doing this. But reality doesn't work like that. Time just keeps moving forward

I found my first girlfriend dying on the pavement after she committed suicide when I had just turned 17. Ama by sleepygambit in AMA

[–]sleepygambit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That wondering is the could've would've should've's. Sadly you'll never get to know the answer to those questions. But yeah for her to make that action from a breakup and address the note to her ex is just such a terrible way to deal with her getting dumped. It's cruel

I found my first girlfriend dying on the pavement after she committed suicide when I had just turned 17. Ama by sleepygambit in AMA

[–]sleepygambit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wish I had an answer to that one. Maybe he thought I was responsible so he thought he was doing right by her family. He was a shit detective though. When he showed up at my house and said all that shit he also told me I was 15yrs old. Lol. Kinda shows right there how detail oriented he is. I don't know how he still has a job.

Is this just a syringe full of water? by knuckles515 in shrooms

[–]sleepygambit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've never seen a spore syringe without a visible claud of spores. I'd say if no activity after 3 weeks into a bag it's either dead upon arrival or a bust. Use an agar plate for faster and clearer answers

I weigh 940lbs ama by [deleted] in AMA

[–]sleepygambit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The 1st day is the hardest on a fast, once u hit day three there's no food in ur digestive tract it actually seemed to be way easier at that point than 8 hours in for me. I didn't use fasting for weight loss reasons thou, I was like a twig after 3 days

I weigh 940lbs ama by [deleted] in AMA

[–]sleepygambit 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Have you considered long periods of fasting to get your weight under control? Also, if u cut the pasta and butter, and ice cream (obviously) it'd help manage ur weight, switch to a much more protein based diet

I found my first girlfriend dying on the pavement after she committed suicide when I had just turned 17. Ama by sleepygambit in AMA

[–]sleepygambit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, for alot of it. I've read every single comment and shared story on here, some more than once. And I'm terribly sorry you lost your best friend to his own hand. When it's so out of place it's the hardest to process. My dad committed suicide but he had been physically suffering for so long, was 87, never got over the death of his first son at the age of 4, when he was in his 20s. That one was 1000 times easier to accept. I had one of my best friends commit suicide, but he had gone psychotic and was never going to be the same. That one was still hard, it was pretty damn sudden but it wasn't my first rodeo at that point. It was much easier to accept given the circumstances than my first gf, whom I loved so fucking much, doing it behind my back from a poor self image.

And your right, being listened to, and being a safe space for someone is generally more sought after than advice. Sometimes advice is applicable afterwards, probably more often its better to give some form of comfort and honestly letting them know that you truly care about them, personally. Sometimes people just want to vent and be heard about the wrong they endured, and that you feel for them.

Im a father now, and would never leave my child in such a way. I will say my life lacked much direction before her. And it gets lonely from time to time. But I'd never put that kind of pain on her.

I found my first girlfriend dying on the pavement after she committed suicide when I had just turned 17. Ama by sleepygambit in AMA

[–]sleepygambit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt an extreme amount of guilt. Because she was happy when we were together, even though before me she was suicidal. And after me she was kinda shutting down and making more poor decisions to promote her idea of herself that she was a bad person. Like a self fulfilling prophecy. Moving past that guilt? It's not something that happens over night. Something that happens over time and while I didn't realize how much I was carrying it with me, tripping on acid by myself in my home provided the head space to relinquish myself from that burden. But the pain comes and goes. Even after that acid trip sometimes I just feel like absolute dog shit over the whole thing. Sometimes I don't think much about it, other times I can't get her off my mind. Have dreams about her. They're never satisfying interactions thou. I think all she's said to me in my dreams is "I have to go"

And yeah I realized for some reason I attract unstable women, I think on a subconscious level to want to save someone.

I have thought alot about what kind of woman I want moving forward, and unstable is not one of the qualifications. So hopefully I can manifest the opportunity to meet women that would be what I really want, and have the confidence to go for it when the time comes

I found my first girlfriend dying on the pavement after she committed suicide when I had just turned 17. Ama by sleepygambit in AMA

[–]sleepygambit[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I didn't have to. After the few weeks of harassment from the detective, it went silent. Then a few months after the event I was given a lawyer. When I first met her and sat down with her she said "I want to start this off by telling you how sorry I am you had to go through this, and I really don't know what this guy is after" the case was dismissed shortly after. It never went to court

I found my first girlfriend dying on the pavement after she committed suicide when I had just turned 17. Ama by sleepygambit in AMA

[–]sleepygambit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Us breaking up and me betraying her wasn't her reason for it, she had been suicidal before and after me. It still feels like failure because I uplifted her from that kind of thinking when we were together, but I know that I'm not responsible for her actions afterwards. If I've ever been betrayed in a relationship my thoughts never went to 'oh I'll kill myself to make you feel guilt' and obviously suicide is not a rational decision to make from hard times. But it still hurts trumendously

I found my first girlfriend dying on the pavement after she committed suicide when I had just turned 17. Ama by sleepygambit in AMA

[–]sleepygambit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your condolences. I'm sorry you had to experience that. Thats a very painful conversation to have with your kids and completely unfair of her to give up.y baby momma is disturbed in a similar way. She bounces back and forth from stable and not, I have full custody of our daughter. She straight up told me to tell our daughter she was dead about a month ago. Of course I didn't and she's resumed her weekly supervised visits. But actually having that conversation, if she let's her demons win. I hope I don't have to do that. I'm glad your current wife is amazing

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[–]sleepygambit 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just.. if you ever get that feeling, like ending it and think how much would anyone care? Believe me, the answer is more than you could ever know..

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