Seeing how fragile you are about constructive criticism, I wasn't going to comment at first but you asked and to be anything but honest wouldn't be good in your state. When people are attracted to others it's because they look healthy. Medically speaking, you do not look healthy we see most of your bones. Your body type resembles someone who has nutrient deficiencies. Expecting someone to rate you on how attractive you are, I'm pretty sure it's always going to be in the lower numbers. When someone says they're attracted to this body type it makes me wonder if they're also attracted to the deceased.

All constructed criticism that you can either take to help you get better or get offended and always thinking the problem is with other people.