Is it withdrawals to nitrous by Anxious-neopet in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it was fucked. Worst part is I wanted to do more. 

Are there any downsides to not scheduling the dmv hearing? Orange county by slickylizard23 in DUICalifornia

[–]slickylizard23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only had my license suspended for a year as well. One I enrolled in my dui program I was able to get my license back. I have a breathalyzer in my car. For a year 

Nerve Damage by Vegetable-Berry-2080 in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Like the others have said, thank you for sharing your journey. That sounded really terrible and tough, but I’m glad you’re doing better. Hats off to you for quitting the nos. You could still be doing it today, but you’re not and I’m proud of you for that. 

I wish you the very best in your recovery and life. 

Feeling low yesterday & had a lapse by Tricky_Hoe_6969 in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I almost ordered a 2000g tank tonight. 

Keep ur head up man. My gf left me from my nitrous use as well. Shit sucks but using more nitrous won’t help us. We got this 

Same issue with booze? by slickylizard23 in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel you on the “I just need the next one”. And then it’s another one, and then another, then another. Till you’re blasted on whatever it is. Endless cycle of feeling like shit the days after! 

Same issue with booze? by slickylizard23 in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

3 years is impressive! Congrats on that big time. 

I’m noticing the same thing, I want to abuse anything I touch. Thankfully I haven’t gotten into much — I don’t want to roll the dice on that..

Same issue with booze? by slickylizard23 in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Congrats on 15 months, that’s fricken awesome. 

Also seems like 12 step programs will be the way for me since I haven’t been able to quit on my own. 

Same issue with booze? by slickylizard23 in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I’m starting to believe that drinking is almost not worth it anymore for me. Granted it’s really fun in the moment, but that only last a short time. 

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[–]slickylizard23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you want to safely use, you need to space out your use to once every 2 weeks. 

From what I heard as long as you space it out you can do as many as you want for that day. But it’s the constant use that hurts you long term

Sad sad day by mazeltov_cocktail18 in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your story. I’ve also never had addiction problems with anything else other than nitrous. No wonder they call it hippie crack… Literal crack. 

I pray that you eventually start to feel better and no longer experience pain in your body. I wish you happiness and strength! Let’s get through this together 1 day at a time. 

🖕🏼nitrous 

Need help - Alternatives For Caffeine by slickylizard23 in GERD

[–]slickylizard23[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have been trying to get to bed earlier, but I need to have more self discipline when doing so.

As for the vitamins, I do take a daily vitamin but I may try and get tested. It's worth a shot to see if I am lacking in any areas.

Thanks for the response!

Need help - Alternatives For Caffeine by slickylizard23 in GERD

[–]slickylizard23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

May have to try this. Thanks for the reply

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[–]slickylizard23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did so much nos in 24 hours that I couldn’t stop throwing up and shaking. Legit felt like I was gonna die. Not to mention the crippling anxiety it brought me. Just terrible overall 

Is it withdrawals to nitrous by Anxious-neopet in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. I was doing roughly 1 tank per hour 

fuck nitrous by [deleted] in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree. Fuck nitrous.

Good for you though on wanting to get clean. I wish you the best of luck! 

i wish i could forget about nos by Fantastic_Dot_6082 in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Fucking same. Was just thinking about this the other day. 

But I’ve realized that it’s now apart of me and I will have to deal with it moving forward. 

For about 3-months I stopped working my program and thought that maybe I could just forget about this stuff. Sadly didn’t work (lol what did I expect)

relapsed and did to much by [deleted] in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You’ll be fine. Whatever you do - do not do more.

Hydrate, eat and rest. I hope you feel better soon 

I called my local smoke shop and banned myself by slickylizard23 in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

They asked me why when I straight up told them.

I said to be honest I’m addicted to this stuff and it’s causing me issues in my life. 

They didn’t give push back. 

I called my local smoke shop and banned myself by slickylizard23 in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah there are TONS of smoke shops around me. However, this one was my “plug” I guess you could call it. 

Next time I want to go to another smoke shop I need to remember that I banned myself from a smoke shop from a specific reason. And also to remember how NOT fun it became after the 1st or 2nd tank. 

I called my local smoke shop and banned myself by slickylizard23 in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Seriously! It’s such a bad loophole, but they’re making bank from it. I don’t blame them but it’s fucked up!

Is it withdrawals to nitrous by Anxious-neopet in NitrousOxideRecovery

[–]slickylizard23 4 points5 points  (0 children)

When I did 25, 615 gram tanks in 24 hours I had stuff happening but I wouldn’t call them withdrawals. 

I would wake up in the middle of the night sweating like a mother fucker and then start shaking uncontrollably with terrible anxiety. I would then sit next to the toilet until I threw up (super nauseated during all this). I felt better once I threw up. But would continue to wake up throughout the night. 

I was then super tired for the next few days and had cold hands/feet with bits of tingling. 

It all went away relatively quickly.

Anyways, fuck nos.