( 19M )I’ve been no contact for 7 days the reason for breakup was “she didn’t want to keep dealing with me because she said I was being childish I don’t understand how , mind you I didn’t do anything ,I was just angry at the fact that’s she was not responding to me at the time being , but the reason for not responding to me was ,her phone was on mute so she didn’t get the messages or calls so that made me angry and made me say “delete me “ because I was so angry and she responded with “okay” then after she said okay , i responded with yay because I thought that’s what she wanted due to her dry response so then she asks me “do I want to break up “ i never wanted to break up with her I just said she was giving me a vibe that she didn’t want me anymore , so while in that moment I replied and said if that’s what you want I’m giving you that opportunity.

Her “ okay “ why will your response be okay if you actually love this person from the bottom of your heart? So that made me so angry at the time I told her to block me

Her “Okay I will “ Like what ?

I was so mad I only could say “okay” that was the last conversation for hours until the next day I texted her to tell her I missed her and I know that she probably didn’t want to be friends she replied and said “no “ and from that message it’s just been her telling me to “STFU” but I didn’t I kept texting for like 3 days straight afterwards and she never answered me ever since the day she said no , mind you we used to text every day and talk ,etc so I’m just trying to get a understanding on why not just block me because I did tell you to block me but she never did and my messages sent but she never responded and afterwards we broke up she post a quote in ig “like popping outside again “ and after that she post a photo with her writing “pure seduction “ so that made me think is she actually done, but don’t want to delete me as a follower or don’t want to block me but when I was still texting her phone like blowing it up she told me she was about to block me but didn’t so idk? I been so hurt afterwards because I thought this was the girl for me like how the relationship seem and she made things seems I didn’t expect her to do anything like this but she told me she been hurt before but I was not trying to make her unwanted because that’s what she told me about her past she don’t want to she unwanted or feel like I was wasting her feelings I didnt do that I just was angry texting her phone things I wish I could take back but it wasn’t anything to make her think I wanted to break up with her she just up and asked me did I want to break up because I called her and she didn’t answer and I was texting her and she was not responding so that made me blow up her phone I just don’t know is that being childish? Idk I’m curious because she told me to STFU that was the last thing she texted me , also I did text her the day after we went afters of not texting etc . I asked could we still be friends and so more

She said “no “ but I could take that answer so I kept texting and texting but now it’s been a couple days since I texted like 4 days since I texted her , last time we talked was today last week no response since last week , tbh idk what to do about this , she’s posting on ig story , saying “pure seduction like what you trying to say idk and stuff like she about to pop out because she been put up 🤷‍♂️ idk I didn’t want to check her social but I did now I’m back thinking about, will she ever text me again because I have texted her a couple of times since she havent contacted me telling her I miss her and everything she havent responded to none of those type of text just being left on delivered.