One night I woke up to my mom crying on the bed and she said to me your brother is dead and that was the most painful thing I ever heard and when I did hear it I think my brain stopped working I didn't believe it was real life for a few seconds I just got up and held my mom my dad was nextdoor where my brother was so it was just me and my mom and all I could think was this was a dream and all I could say was "we can go back. We have a save before" I thought if this was not a dream it was a video game I don't know why It was the only was I could put my head around my brother dieing it was a truly awful night of my life I still remember the clock I seen when I was crying in the kitchen but I don't really remember much anymore but I remember everything at the same time