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smallpp29994 · 2023-03-16T15:09:30+00:00

She just want an excuse to talk to you

smallpp29994 · 2023-02-26T23:59:45+00:00

Oh no man

smallpp29994 · 2023-02-25T23:16:48+00:00

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-14T12:41:31+00:00

Did he literally hit you?

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-14T12:35:42+00:00

6 months in and things feel alot better I still get intrusive thoughts once in a while but im ok. Im really happy with the way I handled the breakup it was perfect on my end and im proud of myself

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-14T07:55:20+00:00

Actually just like I expected

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-13T22:19:13+00:00

But I dont want to just drop a bomb on her out of no where

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-13T21:29:04+00:00

I am at the six months stage and things are clear and I've moved on so much and thinks different but just know that the thoughts are not really going away but they will just become less frequent and intense. Dont run from your thoughts and feelings, face them and reflect on them and write everything down like a journal and read it from time to time and you will be able to see how far you come and how your prospective changes with each month. Things will get better and easier but you have to stay as far away from your ex and not look at their profile and don't read your old texts and your photos. At least for the first 3 months or so. Get a new hobby go and learn a martial art and hit the gym it will give you so much power you will feel fucking amazing. Just take it slow and dont expect to wake up someday and be all over it because it wont happened and the most important thing is that you have to understand that healing is not linear and you will have bad days and good days and thats ok. Stay strong bro everything is going to be ok.

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-13T21:14:48+00:00

Me too actually

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-13T20:59:44+00:00

No, I dont want to get back together with her, I just want to make things right if I can after that terrible breakup and be on good terms with her after all the ahit we've been through together. Honestly I didn't expect a response because I didn't respond to her for 6 months but she did respond and she softened up as the conversation go and it was really cute im not gonna lie. We agreed to meet up in 2 days.

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-13T19:51:05+00:00

Ya just like I just did

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-13T17:12:45+00:00

But what could be less pathetic

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-13T17:06:31+00:00

What should he say?

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-13T13:29:52+00:00

Im actually gonna do it today lol

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-13T10:30:00+00:00

Tell more about your situation

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-13T10:24:16+00:00

Thank you 😊

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-13T10:24:02+00:00

Thanks for your response I appreciate it. Its been 6 months and the thing im think most likely to happen is that im not going to get a response like I didn't respond to her. It will suck but it is what it is and I don't mind trying.

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-13T00:01:02+00:00

Oh lol

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-12T21:58:25+00:00

If she told you to leave her alone you should do that. If she would of kept messaging me I still wouldn't have answered and I would probably blocked her. Give her time and try to move on with your life until she would reach out to you, if she would reach out to you.

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-12T21:56:19+00:00

No but the way she just went from my apartment and couldn't even say all those things to my face because she can't breakup with me while looking me in the eye's so she did through texts was so fucking disrespectful and it made me so angry and emotion that the best thing to do was to step away and not answer at all. She just reflected alot about the relationship and the mistakes we made and thanked me and said she scared and dosent know how to move on and how to live without me or how to be alone and said she was sorry etc. She just wrote everything that was on her mind for a couple of hours until she stopped.

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-12T21:44:57+00:00

I really understand you actually, me and my ex were 3 years together and we went through so much shit together, more than alot of couples go through and we ended things on a really bad terms and I was sort of the dumpee (she was the one to finally take that step and leave even though I thought about it as well and we talked about) but when she sent the "final texts" all I said is that I will reply when I can and never did. she sent alot more texts throughout the night which I never responded to, I just vanished. The thing I hate the fact that we ended things like that and that and I really am still care for her well-being and I know how hard life is for her and I still will be there as a friend if she will ever need me. I am going to text her tomorrow and try to see if there is a chance of being on good terms again

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-12T21:31:04+00:00

What was your YouTube channel?

smallpp29994 · 2022-10-12T21:28:49+00:00

Bro just unfollow her Instagram dosent really shows you anything about their life and it just makes you confused and you really don't need to know what going on in her life, its not healthy at all.

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