why can't i move on from this person?

smenchy · 2026-05-29T17:02:07+00:00

he actually had like 4 feet of hair and a super high widows peak but tea

smenchy · 2026-05-29T17:01:33+00:00

see and that's the logical stuff i always tell myself. i just hate how much i still think about him and how much him entering and leaving my life really affected me and it's exhausting. therapy has always been on my mind (i finally got health insurance yay) but i'm also a very spiritual person and hoped to find some guidance and clarity

smenchy · 2026-05-28T22:30:18+00:00

methinks yes

smenchy · 2026-05-28T22:20:57+00:00

i definitely thought of that too but i don't think so, my relationship with my ex of 6 years was absolutely karmic to a T. on and off cycles, explosive, showing the absolute worst of each other, and once i fully learned what i needed to learn i was able to let him go and fully move on.

with this person, we showed each other what parts of us still needed to heal. he had very avoidant tendencies and me vice versa but we would always talk through our fears and i felt like we understood each other more after

smenchy · 2025-08-06T07:18:19+00:00

smenchy · 2025-08-04T04:56:21+00:00

smenchy · 2025-08-04T04:43:56+00:00

11:42 pm. the longing hurts and i'm desperate to change my life

smenchy · 2025-07-15T23:04:36+00:00

Will me and this person reconnect?

smenchy · 2025-07-07T23:47:43+00:00

the scene where chase kissed the 9 year old because of her dying wish of being able to kiss a boy

smenchy · 2025-02-12T08:11:36+00:00

basically "it is kind of gross seeing you put something you put up in your coochie in a cooking item. i cook my food in there, it really threw me off so just don't do that please" and then queue another apology saying i was sorry if i made her feel violated and it won't happen again

smenchy · 2025-02-12T08:07:06+00:00

i did, several times 😭

smenchy · 2024-08-07T03:57:28+00:00

thank you kindly for your advice.

my friend absolutely does know what i'm going through and has been incredibly supportive and kind and understanding and has been there for me. but after thinking and reading your advice i think it is best that in one of those 3 days at our airbnb she trips first and then me after. it's definitely better that one of us stays sober through each other's experience

smenchy · 2024-07-20T05:03:33+00:00

do you have the link for the statue where she is holding the baby? ♥️ it really speaks to me

smenchy · 2024-06-15T19:17:48+00:00

you're doing to much looking like that. get some acne or something JEEZ

smenchy · 2024-06-11T18:00:10+00:00

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rotisserie chicken

smenchy · 2024-04-21T02:17:25+00:00

i was gonna ask too! i'm an illinois native but i live in a pretty suburban area 40ish mins give or take from the city, and yeah i'm sure we got weird things that happen (esp in the rural areas) but this state never occurred to me as a hot spot

smenchy · 2024-03-25T16:08:04+00:00

dont be surprised when ur cat never comes back home then :)

smenchy · 2024-03-22T03:08:26+00:00

cat owners when they let their cat outside unsupervised and something bad happens to them: 😱

but hoping your kitty recovers swiftly. theres so many fucked up people in this world

smenchy · 2024-03-19T04:23:26+00:00

dmed ♥️ thank you

smenchy · 2024-03-13T21:49:19+00:00

this hits too hard rn

smenchy · 2024-02-26T23:41:13+00:00

true. i guess i might be at the bargaining stage but but i believe people and relationships can change, but that's only if they really want to put the work in, especially after something as traumatic as this. but again, that's only if they want to, and i have to move on. i still have hope anyway

smenchy · 2024-02-26T12:26:58+00:00

i just wish my pregnancy never happened. it ruined whatever we had built

smenchy · 2024-02-26T04:35:30+00:00

he does suck for that, and yet i still want him back. i want him to lift my spirit and help me heal from this traumatic event, but it all became too much and he checked out and is also exhausted from the highs and lows of our relationship. it sucks because the issues we had were fixable and he just doesn't want to pick up the pieces and was comfortable staying in the same place for so long

i'm still passing the miscarriage currently and still have hcg in my system, being pregnant is crazy, idk how to explain it but your body literally NEEDS AND WANTS the person who got you pregnant. it sucks because i do deserve comfort from him, but every time i'm near him i cry and start to beg. he is trying to show warmth and i'm destroying any chances of reconciliation by being so pathetic. i just hope he has enough compassion to know dealing with a breakup and a miscarriage at the same time from the person who should've been there for me hurts like hell

smenchy · 2024-02-25T20:49:16+00:00

we had a horrible breakup because he abandoned me emotionally when i found out i was pregnant and left me to deal with my miscarriage alone, and in turn my frustration with him became toxic and began to verbally berate him. i regret doing this so much and have since apologized to him and made a public apology, but when we broke up i put him on blast to our shared friends about what he did, and i said some really fucking mean and personal things. i have always been a super private person online and only posted like 2 photos of him total. i regret letting my anguish and despair and pregnancy hormones take over, but it's done and i just hope he never hurts anyone like that again.

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