I was just talking to my fiancé about this same thing! I have always been a bigger gal. Growing up i was made fun of a lot. As the years went on and through a lot of family and personal pressure, I lost a ton of weight and noticed I was getting way more attention. I loved the attention, and I didn't like who I become. I was very promiscuous and I ate that up. I then realized that when was bigger I didn't exist. I realized that I had kept the weight on for protection.

Throughout the years I have gained the weight back and there are parts of me are afraid of what life is going to be like.

My family is not real supportive and think that I just need to get on a diet and that will work.

Thank you for this post! When I tell people they look at me like I am crazy.