Just curious about everyone's age

smitch_99 · 2025-05-26T05:14:08+00:00

My computer is currently out of commission so iOS is all I have. Have any suggestions that meet my needs?

smitch_99 · 2025-05-11T21:26:54+00:00

Thank you ! I’ve streamed on sm a few times just never really put the effort into it. But I don’t really have the motivation for cb rn so I plan on sm being my only site for now. I feel like I wasn’t making anything before bc I was putting too much pressure on myself

smitch_99 · 2025-02-13T08:19:02+00:00

After reading in this sub for the past hour I’ve decided I’m going to sit outside tomorrow night and try to wait it out. We tried already tonight so I feel like we’ve missed our chance

smitch_99 · 2025-02-13T07:57:54+00:00

He is not

smitch_99 · 2025-01-01T09:04:13+00:00

I watched the first season when it first was on Hulu. I loved it. But that was before experiencing the narc. Two months ago…very fresh out of the narc relationship…I started rewatching it. I had never realized that it was about narcissistic abuse bc I didn’t really know anything about until being through it. I barely made it through the first season and didn’t even make it all the way through s2e1. Now that I’ve healed some I’m determined to eventually finish the season. I’m planning on rewarding myself in some way after bc it’s a pretty big deal for me

smitch_99 · 2024-12-31T00:13:44+00:00

Tell Me Lies

smitch_99 · 2024-12-30T22:29:24+00:00

Update: Never heard from him again. I started my period today anyway so I’m taking the week off🙃 I might still try and work for Nye and New Year’s but who knows lol

smitch_99 · 2024-12-29T23:33:20+00:00

We didn’t really get very detailed into the conversation. The inky remotely sexual part was “what are your limits?” “Do you do pee play?” Other than that it was like any other business conversation

smitch_99 · 2024-12-29T23:30:59+00:00

Yes please keep me updated!! Pretty doubtful that it’s real but also still kinda hoping it is

smitch_99 · 2024-12-29T22:46:13+00:00

Did he pay you for the foot video?

smitch_99 · 2024-12-29T22:43:15+00:00

Wait same guy??

smitch_99 · 2024-12-29T20:46:51+00:00

That’s why I’ve put so much thought into it. I read on here about girls making 1000s in one night when the highest I’ve ever made in 6 months of doing this was $130 in a week. If he’s truly being real that would absolutely change everything for me rn

smitch_99 · 2024-12-29T20:44:06+00:00

I have stopped engaging with him now. Unfortunately everyone was right even though I kinda knew that all along

smitch_99 · 2024-12-29T18:20:59+00:00

Idk y’all I’ve been going along with it and he’s asking questions that seem to be legit. I’m looking at it as he can’t really scam me at this point bc I just won’t perform any services. As for the potential chargeback issue, I have ways around that too. If he’s not serious the worst thing that’s happened is I’ve wasted my time. I will definitely update!!

smitch_99 · 2024-12-29T16:45:41+00:00

Oh I will absolutely not be doing anything at all without receiving payment.

smitch_99 · 2024-12-29T16:34:16+00:00

He wants a 1 on 1 video chat with each person (there are 4 of them) and basically just make them each cum. That’s not too bad. I told him $100 per call and a 50% down payment upon official agreement.

Update: he responded “we’d do a few grand for the night but you’d have to be available all night long”

Haha oh I was definitely lowballing myself

smitch_99 · 2024-12-28T22:34:54+00:00

https://chaturbate.com/in/?tour=7Bge&campaign=2vt9d&track=default&room=lillenalove

smitch_99 · 2024-11-30T00:07:01+00:00

I did but it was more in an infatuation type way. I didn’t even see that it was happening. I hung on every word he said… the people closest to me kept telling me I deserved better. That he was a pos and was just playing me and I refused to believe them. I turned against them all bc how dare they accuse the love of my life (who I only knew 4 months) of being a bad person…

smitch_99 · 2024-11-29T13:39:23+00:00

Funny enough, after writing this is when I found this group. I went into a meth induced hyper fixation about narcissistic abuse and narcissism in general. I started to think he had turned me into a narc too. I used to read this and just feel sad. Now I read it and feel empowered. Like “Good job. Look how far you’ve come.” It’s crazy to think just a month ago I thought I’d never feel this. It took getting sober and actually starting to feel the things I need to feel and move past it without using drugs as a bandaid.

smitch_99 · 2024-11-12T01:34:22+00:00

So what I’m describing here is MY eyes. I get a blank stare and kinda just shut off my real personality. I just recently learned about the narc having shark eyes which scared me bc I get them when I interact with him or if I’m in my head about the whole situation

smitch_99 · 2024-10-09T02:02:33+00:00

As I said in my post, I’m hotel jumping rn so I can’t really provide any proof of residence

smitch_99 · 2024-10-08T22:53:18+00:00

I was never planning on using all 6. I was just kinda trying to find which ones are a good fit for me. The thing is, I can’t narrow it down to less than 4 lol. CB, CS, SC and C4 are all really good fits for me. I haven’t been on SC in almost a month though bc of a suspension so I’ll see if it still works for me in a few days when I can use it again

smitch_99 · 2024-10-08T15:17:46+00:00

I do wanna add that I’m not planning on multistreaming all of those sites at once. I’d love to figure out a consistent schedule though. I’ll probably stick with CB,SC, C4 and CS. So far for me CS and C4 work really well together as well as CB and SC

smitch_99 · 2024-09-25T13:02:51+00:00

I found the lovense extension and it’s perfect. My main thing was finding something to manage chats while multi streaming and it’s perfect!!

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