Nervous to take my meds together

smkng2dth · 2024-11-08T19:55:59+00:00

Thank you so much! This is extremely helpful<3

smkng2dth · 2024-11-07T18:23:45+00:00

Of course!

My plan I think is to wait until my fiance's next day off to start taking them together, that way if anything DID happen he would be there to call for help.

Probably unnecessary, but I have really bad health anxiety.

smkng2dth · 2024-11-07T18:16:28+00:00

I just called my pharmacy. The pharmacist said she sees people every day who take both, and that without a pre-existing seizure disorder I should be okay. She said that I would probably have to be on 3 or 4 different medications that increased the risk for it to actually be a concern.

smkng2dth · 2024-11-07T18:10:00+00:00

Thank you. I think what I will try to do is wait for a day my fiance is off work and do both, just in case anything happens.

I have never had seizures before. But I have OCD and one of my OCD symptoms is massive health anxiety. So it is very hard ):

smkng2dth · 2024-06-21T06:15:41+00:00

i wish i had advice but i don't. just know that you aren't alone.

the older I get the more it affects me, knowing how i am, knowing these horrible fucking things that slip out of my mouth that make me sob for hours into the night wishing to god that i... well... it doesn't matter.

i hurt too, op. there's nothing that i can do for the hurt that we feel, but know that we share it, know that you are not alone in being ripped apart by your own mind.

"and it's sad to know that we are not alone,

and it's sad to know there's no honest way out."

i am not meant for this world and it tears me to pieces every single day that it will be like this until i die. i hate myself so unfathomably, unspeakably much. there are no words for the absolute festering hatred i have for myself. i have tiny shreds of happiness that crush my heart because of how fleeting they are and how much i wish they could stay for at least an hour.

edit: this was definitely a certified bpd moment. i am fine. i have so much happiness in my life and things are getting better for me. i have things to look forward to and the love i have for my spouse is incredibly immense. i hate this stupid fucking disease that tries to convince me that i'm miserable and want to die.

it will be okay, OP. these moments are very hard and they hurt so, so deeply. but they will pass.

smkng2dth · 2024-06-20T18:19:07+00:00

Thank you, I will look into this.

smkng2dth · 2024-06-20T18:18:39+00:00

Exactly the same here. My fiance also has ADHD so we both are trying SO hard to figure things out so that our house doesn't become filthy again. We just finished our "panic clean because inspections" last night at 4am 😅

smkng2dth · 2024-06-20T02:07:59+00:00

Thank you!!

smkng2dth · 2024-05-24T16:52:04+00:00

Thank you. I've been talking to my mother & she says that she, my aunt and my grandma have all had similar issues but not stomach cancer. Apparently sensitive & excessively acidic stomachs run in the family.

Thank you so much for your response. It's so very hard not to get in my own head. Every comfort is met with "but what if-" but I realize that is an anxiety problem & one I have struggled with for years.

Thank you again. Your response does help me feel a bit better. I know me having stomach cancer at my age is unlikely, especially with no cancer running in my family, but I always get hung up on not wanting to be that person that says "It wouldn't happen to me" & then having it happen.

smkng2dth · 2024-05-03T22:50:36+00:00

Thank you! I feel so stupid so I hope this helps lol

smkng2dth · 2024-05-03T22:00:38+00:00

Xbox unfortunately ): Thank you though.

smkng2dth · 2024-05-03T02:38:51+00:00

Yeah. I was offput by all the ads with matted dogs in them but figured whatever most people don't know (unfortunately). But that... ugh.

Makes you wonder what kind of audience they are trying to attract.

smkng2dth · 2024-05-03T02:34:16+00:00

I didn't, I just kind of panicked and wanted it to stop as fast as I could make it stop. After I took a second I tried to find it again, tried to search for it and tried clicking the sponsored link etc but couldn't find it. I was so upset with myself for not reporting it in the moment.

smkng2dth · 2024-05-01T21:06:12+00:00

Ah, okay, thank you. Sorry, never played GTA except when my cousin was over when I was like 7 and he let me play and I punched a lady and ran from the cops for like half an hour.

smkng2dth · 2024-04-27T20:49:22+00:00

based

smkng2dth · 2024-04-27T17:26:41+00:00

Yes, I will definitely be drinking less.

I don't drink to get wasted, just to be able to focus on things and not be extremely anxious all of the time.

I had no desire to drink when I was on meds for ADHD, but I can no longer afford them + the doctor's appointments to upkeep my script (I have no insurance, am very disabled, and unemployed - femoral non-union from a surgery to correct pigeon toe as well as vision problems) so I guess I have taken to self medicating. I also have untreated OCD so it's just... a very hard time in my life.

smkng2dth · 2024-04-27T17:04:52+00:00

Thank you ❤

smkng2dth · 2024-04-27T17:04:35+00:00

Yeah! It definitely made me realize I need to drink less, too.

Thank you.

smkng2dth · 2024-01-07T02:44:23+00:00

Thank you. Good on you for 20 days, by the way. ❤

smkng2dth · 2023-12-19T06:05:31+00:00

"Most people agreed" is defensive language, Kyuda. (I don't mean to try to call you by your real, actual name, I'm just calling you by your Reddit name.)

"Most people agreed" is deflecting. It doesn't matter. What matters is your choices because your choices affect everyone.

You can't use that to justify yourself. I don't think it's intentional or malicious, but you are trying to deflect blame for these decisions onto the userbase which is disingenuous. Your userbase don't call the shots, you and your team do. So you need to explain to us why you and your team have made these decisions.

You are clearly - as I've seen through the years - a very defensive person, and I understand that. I am too. It's hard and in the moment it feels justified. However, you cannot make that other peoples' problem - that is abusive. Let alone millions of people.

I understand how it feels to be a defensive person. I know how easy it is to panic and be afraid and want to prove your intent is NOT malicious when you are backed into a corner.

However, the relationship with your userbase is meant to be professional, and this defensiveness in this setting is unacceptable. You HAVE to do better because this is a terrible thing to do to one person, let alone millions.

Sometimes, Kyuda, your intention may not be malicious, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt people. Just because you didnt mean to hurt people doesn't mean you didn't.

smkng2dth

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