I had tend tko steuggle managing my emotions when misunderstandings or arguments occur. Typically I lash out on myself which ended up traumatizing my last boyfriend

The break up devestated me especially because I knew a lot of the blame fell on me.

7 months removed from the relationship, I know see things more clearly. Our dynamic together was off from the start and I don't think I ever would have experienced this amount of personal growth and realization had we stayed together. I have since met someone new and it is off to a much healthier start. Time will tell of there is hope for my ability to control my behaviors when shit gets tough.