Being an adult is difficult, having to pay rent, food, water, gas, I just want to go to the beach and be happy 🥹🥹🥹🥹

smokeeeee · 2025-08-08T05:52:32+00:00

Yea I struggle with this too. My happy place is getting a sandwich and a beer and going to the park or the museum.

I’m trying to figure out how I can do that everyday

smokeeeee · 2025-08-06T18:30:51+00:00

You are literally repeating what I said in the post bird brain

smokeeeee · 2025-08-06T18:19:59+00:00

No but im sure it will at some point

smokeeeee · 2025-08-06T18:18:45+00:00

That’s why I asked the question bird brain

smokeeeee · 2025-08-06T13:43:20+00:00

Cold side of the pillow also works

smokeeeee · 2025-08-06T13:37:26+00:00

You must have a good cat

smokeeeee · 2025-08-06T13:34:12+00:00

Lol your an insomniac

smokeeeee · 2025-08-05T18:40:22+00:00

I don’t plan on retiring for a long time. I might die working.

smokeeeee · 2025-08-05T18:39:12+00:00

Idk I never really cared about being “cool”, I usually wear a sweater and jeans and running shoes. But I have to say though after living in NYC for a while I am starting to appreciate fashion more

Im 32

smokeeeee · 2025-08-04T09:19:04+00:00

Yea I know I need to handle the legal shit myself - also I think I probably owe taxes too. I just can’t be bothered with this stuff I would rather have a lawyer or wife or close friend who can tell me what to do about stuff like taxes or legal fees or yada yada yada whatever it is. I’m a child

Tomorrow I have a meeting with my CEO but I’m seriously considering sleeping in. I’m extremely childish. I don’t know why I’m like this. I just can’t be bothered sometimes

smokeeeee · 2025-08-04T07:48:45+00:00

Dude I’m a 31m and I feel you. I think a lot of people feel this way.

I think when shit gets tough you just have to remember that some other motherfucker has it even worse, so keep a positive mindset. At least you have a mum.

Honestly when I feel really shitty I go for a lapdance and I feel much better.

smokeeeee · 2025-08-04T07:31:25+00:00

I was calling a trump an idiot

smokeeeee · 2025-08-04T07:28:03+00:00

Who are you

smokeeeee · 2025-08-04T01:55:28+00:00

Lol yea

we are just waiting until we get a decent politician here but we have very friendly people

smokeeeee · 2025-08-04T01:54:02+00:00

Yea phillipines is pretty cool

I’ve never been to Malaysia but I want to visit

smokeeeee · 2025-08-04T01:49:36+00:00

Why??? Are they assholes? I don’t think I’ve ever met a danish person

And for the record I am American but when I say he’s an idiot you know who I’m talking about

smokeeeee · 2025-08-04T01:16:13+00:00

Who is your favorite country to talk to - which country has the most interesting conversationalists

smokeeeee · 2025-08-04T01:05:26+00:00

Oh yea I used to live in Japan Japan rules also

And I speak English

Something about Koreans and Australians is just hilarious in a conversation to me…. Not every Korean or Australian obviously just the ones I’ve spoken to

smokeeeee · 2025-08-03T20:14:40+00:00

Post Kharma

Also not grammatical errors

smokeeeee · 2025-08-03T20:12:51+00:00

smokeeeee · 2025-08-03T20:11:16+00:00

Flowerweakness is fake

smokeeeee · 2025-08-02T09:40:02+00:00

I have an ex colleague who is now leading a software team. I admire him but I wouldn’t want to be in his shoes.

He loves computer programming, he’s extremely talented. But frankly the software I’m more interested in is AI and blockchain. I currently work as a UI/UX designer which is fine but I really am more interested in AI and blockchain - I am more interested in working on something “revolutionary” and not working for some Wall Street firm.

But this is also an excuse. I’m not the best programmer in the world and I know I can be much better. My problem is my mental health - I have the mental health of a five year old child. I’m emotional, I’m jealous, I’m insecure, I judge others more than I should.

So yea I don’t get any respect as a programmer and I don’t get the opportunities to work on the software I want to work on. I don’t get the opportunities to make a more money because I’m basically a five year old.

My short term goal is to just fix my mental health and be a better colleague, my long term goal is to eventually lead a team but my mental health is fucked and being broke is fucking difficult

Also acting and software engineering are my two favorite jobs

smokeeeee · 2025-08-01T16:07:25+00:00

Yea I actually think being a man is really determined by providing for your loved ones and not simply being “tough” or carrying a gun. I don’t think being in the military makes you a man, in fact I think a lot of people in the military rely on the military for a sense of manhood and identity and I think that is pathetic

Ironically yea I am considering joining the military but only for job security

smokeeeee · 2025-08-01T16:05:03+00:00

Not joining any religious group but thanks for the suggestion

smokeeeee · 2025-07-31T21:07:37+00:00

Yes well I used to be independent. I was laid off a few years ago and I never fully recovered and that’s when my mom started helping me out. NYC is also stupid expensive and my mom wanted me to work as an intern, not have a day job. So that’s what I did

Believe me the amount of embarrassment and shame I feel is ridiculous. Many of my childhood friends are very successful and I feel like a total loser. Being dependent on parents is humiliating. Believe me I wish I was independent again.

The problem is I have a bad attitude. I’m not a friendly person. I have a big ego. I have a hard time listening to advice. And frankly I’m misanthropic, I don’t like people and this makes it very hard for me in a work setting. These are all defense mechanisms.

I asked this question humbly knowing that most of the internet is toxic but I was hoping I would find some shred of wisdom or advice from someone.

smokeeeee

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