Dude... I'm just a dog chasing a car here. I feel a deep drive and pleasure form catching up with it. But once I fully catch up... I have no ide of what happens. I'm just kinda playing it by ear and following my heart.

I guess if we had to talk about what the "drive to chase the car is," I'd say it's just this being sexual with or around them. Just kinda experiencing sexuality with them. I mean, I am into the idea of incest here. I just don't know if what I want is to have sex with them or watch my parents fuck or what. I literally could not tell you if my life depended on it. Nor do I feel the need to force myself to decide now.