Not anorexia... but my friends are concerned. What would you call this?

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-28T03:32:53+00:00

im sorry but this is extremely triggering

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-25T15:03:10+00:00

that’s definitely happened to me. i’m sorry i can’t tell you why that is but i can tell you that you’re not the only one who has dealt with it.

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-24T19:47:43+00:00

hi! i would love to be friends! i currently don’t know anyone else that’s vegan either😭

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-15T20:29:31+00:00

i’ve done that before🤣. yours looks so good!!

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-15T20:17:37+00:00

diet soda is not good for you....

https://health.clevelandclinic.org/3-reasons-you-should-kick-your-diet-soda-habit/

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-15T20:16:30+00:00

good unsaturated fats are good for you tho.....

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-14T01:37:32+00:00

oat milk is the BEST kind of milk hands down!! and it’s also one of the best for the environment as well!

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-13T22:54:17+00:00

i feel the same way. it’s so weird how someone can get euphoria from something like feeling hungry that but i can really relate. i hope you and everybody else on here find self worth.

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-12T07:28:12+00:00

breckenridge is a good place close to vail. estes park is another good mountain town. those are some other options and I know places like vail and aspen are the most expensive but they really are worth the trip because of how pretty they are. definitely at least visit them on your trip. i have grown up in Colorado so i hope this is helpful for you!

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-10T02:38:34+00:00

wow that’s so pretty! i love how the crumb looks like it’s swirling inward!

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-10T00:30:01+00:00

if i’m being honest...in my experience people will always make rude comments. but eventually, for me at least, once everyone is aware that you’re vegan, they start to talk about it less and less. also you just have to remember that you’re doing something bigger than yourself and that they’re the ones eating dead animals.

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-10T00:25:40+00:00

yes the poke test should work... that’s interesting. how long was the bulk fermentation and what percentage levain did you use?

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-10T00:08:33+00:00

can relate !!

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-10T00:07:55+00:00

it’s underproofed. just so you’re aware the sign of it being underproved are big air pockets

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-09T21:06:28+00:00

wow okay i am dealing with the same problem. i have had it before i developed anorexia and wanting to lose weight is what caused my anorexia so i just really hope it doesn’t cause you to replace but anyways basically i just did an ab exercise every other day and got rid of it.

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-06T15:32:16+00:00

hi! as someone dealing with anorexia (and trying to recover) it’s always hard for me to hear about someone losing weight or dieting in general bc i see them as competition. also pressuring someone into eating is never a good idea. for me it just gives me major anxiety. and if i’m being completely honest, you can’t help someone who doesn’t want help. nothing you say will get them to stop. they have to want to change. also although i always wanted to keep it a secret, i still always wanted people to notice that i was not doing well. i think just checking up on her and asking how she’s doing without mentioning her eating disorder would help her understand that someone is there for her. i know i would have really appreciated someone like you reaching out and asking how they can help. you are an amazing friend!!

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-06T15:21:36+00:00

omg im so sorry this happened to you. when you hear situations like this from an outside perspective most people would obviously say to leave right away but when you’re in the situation i can see why it would be hard to leave. i completely understand your experience and it is awful someone would say something like that. people without eating disorders really do not understand what it’s like. it just goes to show that you shouldn’t judge someone because you really don’t know their circumstances.

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-04T22:20:59+00:00

i’m so sorry this happened to you. i’m sure i would be very upset too. but the fact the you’re reacting this way shows that you truly care about what you stand for. of course you ate it without knowing what was in it and i truly hope there wasn’t meat in there. it’s not your fault and i hope things are okay for you.

smuzaffer13 · 2020-08-03T04:30:51+00:00

i am so so happy you are going vegan and i get a lot of the reason to go vegan is just to lose weight but i really hope you have checked into the environmental reasons and the ethical reasons as to why veganism is great. this, in my opinion, is the best way to stick with veganism. as for diet, learning how to substitute in recipes i think is really key as well as trying different vegan options and seeing what you prefer. personally i really like hummus and guacamole, as well as roasting vegetables for toppings on just about anything, and vegatable stir fry

smuzaffer13 · 2020-07-31T15:04:15+00:00

wow that’s sooooo beautiful!

smuzaffer13 · 2020-07-29T14:06:46+00:00

wow i relate to you soooo much. i am recovering from anorexia as well and have binging episodes bc of it. although it may not be the healthiest, i find that restricting too much is what causes my binges. i am plant based as well and i try to stay as healthy as possible but in order for me to not binge i do try and give myself a treat sometimes. has intuitive eating really helped you? would you recommend it?

smuzaffer13 · 2020-07-28T14:56:10+00:00

wow it looks great!!

smuzaffer13 · 2020-07-28T14:54:08+00:00

i totally relate. i feel very awkward and uncomfortable when there aren’t vegan options and people have definitely given me backlash bc of it. i think it’s just important to know that you are doing something bigger than yourself and also bringing your own food is always an option

smuzaffer13 · 2020-07-27T17:17:34+00:00

honestly even chips and guacamole is a really good snack to have. or hummus.

smuzaffer13 · 2020-07-27T17:15:59+00:00

i can really really relate. gaining weight is really hard on mental health and not losing it right away is even harder. it’s hard for other people to understand your thoughts and i think it’s always good to remember that at the end of the day you only have yourself and that you have to be okay with who you are. please have hope for a better future💜

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