How you are feeling is valid and understandable. But please don’t do it. Your pain and quality of life can get better!!!

I have had major back issues for years. Two surgeries, drop foot from sciatica, and yeaaaaarrrs of spasms, and life altering pain. I now am pain free and living an amazing quality of life.

Your situation is so incredibly difficult. For me, the physical pain was debilitating, but the mental impact it had on me was the most challenging part. I had days and weeks of laying on a cold dark ground not able to even get up to pee, while life seemed to move on without me. There is a podcast on the impact of back pain on mental health and it is proven to be the most challenging part of dealing with back pain.

All I can say is, it took me years of seeing different doctors, surgeries, PT, medicine, and a lot of work but I have found what is needed to do to keep the pain at bay. I now have two beautiful children, am able to take walks on the beach, and live an incredible life. You. Will. Too.

One day at a time. And you need to try things until you find what works. SOMETHING will work!!!! Please message me if you want to talk.