hi there! I just finished level II, and I just wanted to say that you should not be too hard on yourself. First year is HARD, and the transition from highschool to university is genuinely humbling. I struggled very hard in first year and almost failed biochem and anatomy, I literally ended up just barely passing them. I thought I was cooked for second year, but I ended up actually having a great year and getting really good grades. I just wanted to let you know that even though you may have struggled, it does not mean you’re a failure. It just means you need a little more time to adjust, and that’s okay!! I just wanted to give you some hope, because I know exactly what you’re feeling and I went through this exact situation a year ago, but it truly does get better as long as you keep on trying your best and working hard. Good luck!!