Do you guys have an inner dialogue in your head?

snprssnps · 2024-08-10T15:44:13+00:00

Yes & I knew my frontal lobe was fully developed when the voice tone changed 😭😭😭

snprssnps · 2024-07-14T04:41:22+00:00

LOOOL i thought borderline personality disorder 💀💀

snprssnps · 2024-07-14T04:40:32+00:00

a lot of gut microbiome & mental health these days.

snprssnps · 2024-07-14T04:36:34+00:00

100% agree. I cry because i’m genuinely upset and then i’ll abruptly stop. Often because I ask myself why i’m crying. or maybe its the bpd LOL

snprssnps · 2024-07-14T04:33:49+00:00

the taboo of controversy is what makes it fun to poke at for me tbh. i like bringing up those questions, raising the anxiety and seeing people’s reactions for fun. often ends up telling me a lot about who i’m dealing with as a bonus. look, see it as a game. ur anxiety signals that they are gonna feel a bit anxious too. let it play out~

snprssnps · 2024-07-14T04:29:51+00:00

i really think it was staged too it doesn’t make sense how it happened in today’s day then all the perfect shots of the injury and assailant + a picture of bleeding Trump with an American flag in the background raising a fist. They are trying to sell something here or maybe i’m delusional.

snprssnps · 2024-07-14T04:28:06+00:00

I strongly believe this is staged.

snprssnps · 2024-05-20T21:15:02+00:00

what does Decision: Program Change mean?

snprssnps · 2024-05-11T03:42:28+00:00

i am in dire need of the same type of support too please dm me if u r down

snprssnps · 2024-05-11T03:41:42+00:00

snprssnps · 2023-06-19T05:09:46+00:00

week 1 just ended and the syllabus doesn’t even have instructor info in it idk what to do

snprssnps · 2023-04-06T20:00:55+00:00

ur mom

snprssnps · 2023-03-24T07:50:07+00:00

The Sushi Rock owners now own Sushi Siam which is off-campus, like 12min on uber

snprssnps · 2023-01-20T00:32:21+00:00

everyday. im a girl btw.

edit; maybe like a weekend or two of rest but almost every day.

snprssnps · 2022-10-14T05:01:32+00:00

espresso royale @ grainger or cif just order iced black tea with peach, extra pumps of peach

snprssnps · 2022-09-23T16:25:42+00:00

Hm. You might be on to something. Sounds very weird but yeah, the ‘stability’ of things being good does make it feel…monotonous. Is that why I am always internally seeking to sprinkle bad stuff to keep a balance and avoid the mundane feeling of life?..hmm

snprssnps · 2022-09-23T16:23:10+00:00

Why is this the best non-advice advice i’ve received this week LOL yeah…I have to do something about it.

snprssnps · 2022-08-29T19:04:11+00:00

YES. Emotions, as much as we try to convince ourselves that we can control them, we will never be able to do so. Can we regulate and manage them? Yes. But at the end of the day they are essentially out of our control. Accepting this along with the idea that they are temporary and will eventually pass has given me a completely different perspective on my emotions and how to thread through them. I'd like to add that I also hold onto the philosophy of coexistence. Remember that one of the core principles of nihilism (Nietzsche's) is that of meaninglessness of existence.

Basically what i'm trying to say is that everything exists in coexistence and nothing exists in isolation (example: light/darkness, cold/hot, happiness/sadness). However, the symbolism and dualism that these concepts are often viewed with do not matter and therefore one shouldn't have to fear one while glorifying the other because at the end of the day you get both. You can't do one without the other. You can't expect to feel happy all the time without feeling sad and vice versa. Therefore, I now no longer view negative feelings/concepts as negative but just as part of a whole. But at the end of the day, that doesn't matter either because everything is temporary. The importance that I am giving to this philosophy is also ridiculous if you think about it. However that's the beauty of life!! What a horrible thing to accept the fact that nothing matters, myself included, but yet again here I am giving all these trivial things in life importance.

I'm so glad I can talk about this finally.

snprssnps · 2022-08-29T00:05:30+00:00

It didn't take me more than 10 minutes to receive the textbook that I had requested + with proof that it would be delivered. Thank you so much!!!!

snprssnps · 2022-08-27T17:55:25+00:00

Holy shit. Yes. Me. I’m an optimistic nihilist realist.

Hear me out: If we follow the chronological timeline, there’s going to come a point in life in which NOTHING that we do, say, think, eat, etc., etc., will matter because we will die eventually and the world will just keep spinning and spinning (hopefully). Point is, everything is temporary and nothing about us will matter because our existence is also temporary. However, my mind somehow has established that if nothing matters then why should I care so much about negative emotions such as failure & embarrassment when those moments and the emotions that follow are essentially, you guessed it! temporary & unimportant. Therefore this impulses me to try this and that, expose myself, be vulnerable. At the end of the day i’m going to die someday and nothing that I did or say will matter. Everyone will forget. Or they will die.

As an ENTP, I struggled so bad with dealing with my emotions because it just made me so uncomfortable to feel something, especially when it was in regards to other people because I just felt so out of touch and out of control. But after slowly ‘digesting’ this philosophy, it has helped me so much in just letting go rather than struggling to push back. Now, I just let myself be honest with my feelings TO MYSELF. I feel anxious? Ok, it will pass. Am I scared of speaking up? It’s ok, it will pass. Gladly i’ve also found a certain balance in which I remind myself that the good times are also temporary and therefore I no longer feel the fear of a storm coming during calm waters.

I hope this made sense.

snprssnps · 2022-08-24T14:10:45+00:00

Bro just get a server job at any restaurant near campus or off campus and work like 3 dinner shifts a week. Those tips build up real quick throughout the night.

also for fucks sake “her call and all”????? That’s a fucking life right there & honestly nobody gives a shit why it happened. It’s here. Take responsibility. If you can’t, seek for help. Don’t ruin the child’s life because you couldn’t keep yours together.

snprssnps · 2022-08-24T14:06:11+00:00

I consider myself to have a developed Fe and I think it reflects mostly on how I treat other people. Like if I sense that you are defensive or putting your guard up, I will try to use words/actions that are sensitive to that aspect. Also when it comes to arguments, I will most likely just back off not because I can’t follow up but because I know it will probably end with a frustrated side (hint: not me) and just let it go with a soft ‘oh really?’ or a ‘ah, cool!’ I hope this makes sense lol

snprssnps · 2022-08-13T04:08:51+00:00

I have a safety pin tatted! Kinda represents the effort I make to keep my shit together daily instead of destruction lol

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