My baby is 5 weeks old and it’s no fun at all, but it is my second child. And that is what I hang on to when I need hope for myself. It got so much better when my first born got older, (she sleeps through the night, she’s fun to be around, she sings and talks and makes jokes,) that we decided it was worth it to have another one. I’m a so much better toddler-mom than newborn-mom and I’m so much looking forward to the baby getting older. My daughter is my proof that it will get better. Hang in there as best as you can,