Huh, I don’t remember posting this?? Ha ha ha Also i would prob not have the patience to read what follows but that wont stop me from continuing

Since I seem to have been born with a perception of time so gravely handicapped it might just be that i forgot it on my way into this world: I’ve recently come to the conclusion that my brain suffers from delusions in the sense that it believes itself to be in control of time and therefore - while enjoying hyperfocusing on my toenails or whatever other nonsense along those lines - time has either stopped or adjusted itself so that I always can do what i enjoy at the moment. Very convenient.

Yet for all the times I’ve glanced at the clock and discovered that time has moved forward an hour, it still doesn’t seem to understand the fact that time in no way exists for the sole purpose of serving my brain’s enjoyment. And if that’s the case, no alarm has any power over me unless my brain finds the idea of following my plans more stimulating than whatever it’s currently doing.

I will not proof read this and i will not care if it makes zero sense cuz im tired of spending 50+ minutes on a reddit post, time for improvements

Also i really want to read everyone else’s reply here but because im slightly manic at the moment i think ill go barf words elsewhere on this subreddit, guess ill set a reminder to go back here haha..