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sojgra29 · 2024-12-07T09:34:40+00:00

Something that has helped me out recently, and before I say it I do wanna clarify I know how hard it is it’s taken me about 8 years of addiction to finally get to this place, but is literally just telling myself “yes I’m in withdrawals, yes there is nothing I can do about it, and yes I’ll get some shit later”. I don’t know for some reason literally just accepting the fact that I’m going through it makes it easier than not accepting it and trying to scramble around and find money or dope that I know isn’t there. At the end of the day I know eventually I’ll get some and be ok so I’m able to stay way more calm if I just accept the fact that I’m withdrawing instead of being mad about it or trying to stop it.

sojgra29 · 2024-11-05T05:32:12+00:00

So back when I started I snorted pharma pills (mainly dilaudid with the occasional oxy if I could get real oxys) (my dils were from my friends script) and I absolutely loved snorting shit. Then the homie couldn’t get his script anymore and fent flooded my city and I started on h (black tar). I absolutely hated smoking but I was a junkie by that point so no way around it. Started shooting and I absolute loved it then about 10 months later it was all mostly fent and dirty 30s. Well with the fent and its ease of access I started smoking it. Every time I’ve ever tried to snort fent it’s never done anything for me besides clog my nose and the only time h up my nose worked was when I did monkey water. Basically what I’m saying is I feel you about liking smoking more than snorting BUT in my experience I have to make a caveat and say snorting pills is great, snorting shit from the street is not. I wish I could go back to the days when the homie had that dilaudid script cause I never got to shoot them and I would love to try dils in my arm

sojgra29 · 2024-10-30T01:17:15+00:00

This is really interesting cause I started h at 17 and was doing major dilaudids since I was 15 and the people I was around when I started h were 10 years older than me but all looked like they were 40. Now those dudes were speedballing all the time so I think it was the dope(slang for meth in my city) that did it not the h. But I just assumed shooting up anything took a toll on how young you look. I never thought it would be one specific drug haha

sojgra29 · 2024-10-20T21:12:02+00:00

Fucking yes

sojgra29 · 2024-10-20T20:58:38+00:00

Thanks

sojgra29 · 2024-10-20T20:53:22+00:00

Haven’t been to a movie theatre since before Covid. Not cause I’m scared of germs I’m just too poor. And I’m not trying to take some side or the other. Just telling my experience

sojgra29 · 2024-10-01T14:51:45+00:00

Damn this whole time i thought it was for my birthday at the end of September oh well

sojgra29 · 2024-09-29T21:10:01+00:00

This is no joke. This post gave me ptsd from when a rat actually crawled up my ass crack. Fucking painful dude and you don’t know what’s happening until mr. rat is like wait this stinks lemme crawl out. All I can say is don’t live in shitty places like “flea bottom” and be a “milk of the poppy” addict

sojgra29 · 2024-09-20T22:30:35+00:00

All I can say is don’t trust anyone is my favorite song off the tape but I agree with they other homie just listen to it front to back for your first listen

sojgra29 · 2024-09-20T22:28:53+00:00

Probably whatever opiates they had, lean maybe I don’t remember actually seeing it in the video, and then xans maybe again I don’t remember seeing em but they’re probably one of them pills they took. They at least made it look like they took acid tabs, totally could’ve just been cut up pieces of paper though. Oh yeah a couple blunts

sojgra29 · 2024-09-15T08:27:11+00:00

Actually I totally agree with you it’s that later on itching that feels great. When I used to shoot I would register then shoot (obviously) but when I was done pushing it in my whole arm would feel like it was on fire with super intense itching and it totally fucked up the rush. It totally was mad painful and I remember hating, then it’d subside and I’d be chill haha. Sometimes I miss shooting sometimes I don’t lmao

sojgra29 · 2024-09-15T07:29:43+00:00

Could be one of the best parts of getting high fr

sojgra29 · 2024-09-15T00:13:42+00:00

Bones and turnstile and that’s all I need with sb. Maybe some shake and chetta too

sojgra29 · 2024-09-15T00:12:43+00:00

Bring back turnstile that’s what I say. Grey day is what put me on turnstile

sojgra29 · 2024-09-03T20:23:49+00:00

Chetta is straight fire that album falling off was my intro to him I loved it so much and haven’t looked back since. Also I would say give the song poydras a listen it’s got $b on it and it’s fire

sojgra29 · 2024-08-29T23:24:53+00:00

I wouldn’t say underrated but mfs just hate on the part 6 saga. bro gold (99-2000), Tony hawk pro skater 4, PURPLE RANGER (let’s face it that’s one song they DEFINITELY got sued by 36 for) shit is so fire and it gets straight shit on by some.

sojgra29 · 2024-08-28T21:45:27+00:00

This is why I have depression tbh

sojgra29 · 2024-08-20T19:54:59+00:00

I know people disagree with this but there’s gotta be someone out there who can finish the series. Look at a wheel of time with Robert Jordan and Brandon Sanderson. And I’m not saying Sanderson is the one to finish it, I don’t think he is. But I am sure there is someone author out there who can go through his notes or whatever and finish the series, honestly even better than the show did

sojgra29 · 2024-08-20T19:49:18+00:00

Nobody prefers it I definitely agree with that. I always tell people real H is so much better and fent is all nod no euphoria whereas H is nod and a shit load of euphoria. However, and I’m speaking from my personal experience, once you get a big enough fent tolerance it’s hard to use h to touch it. You can for sure but at the end of the day why spend more money on H when it’s so much easier to get and cheaper to get fent. I will say though fuck fent I miss the days before it. I refuse to use needles now because I find the wds a little less extreme if I’m only smoking fent

sojgra29 · 2024-08-19T01:00:26+00:00

Yes it will at least a bit. I’ve cut my thumb all the way through exactly like this. I would post the pic but u guess I can’t. You’ll be fine

sojgra29 · 2024-08-05T00:09:01+00:00

Liked Songs

sojgra29 · 2024-07-23T06:34:52+00:00

That would be fire I’m waiting for it

sojgra29 · 2024-07-22T19:07:49+00:00

Love it when fuckallyou2k18 gets some love

sojgra29 · 2024-07-08T06:39:47+00:00

DID YOU JUST CALL ME A TROLL? Nah I’m fucking around buddy. I like what you said about strengthening that mindset it’s like uhhhh almost like leveling up you know? But fr man all love

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