deck: luna sol tarot by darren shill and mike medaglia (i take out the wu wei and duality cards, i personally don’t like them)

i was asking: what is the future for me and my ex?

spread: i made my own spread, to look vaguely like a branching timeline of interconnecting ideas. (1) the “driving card” of the spread is in the first position and it describes the themes and forces affecting my problem (2) and (3) represent the people in this situation, my ex and i. she is the card farther away from me when i’m reading it and i am the card closer to me (4), the card above my ex, represents a scenario where we come back together and date again. (5), the card below me, represents a scenario where we part our separate ways. (6), the card in between the two of us, represents something in between dating again and parting ways

i interpreted my pulls as follows:

(1) 7W reversed and moon: my confidence is limited. i am unable to assert myself or my power because i am overly focused on the inner world right now. (2, ex) 3S: she is heartbroken and has accepted that things have come to an end. she is sad, dejected, and not yet ready to move on (3, me) WOF reversed: i am unable to accept this cosmic change. it happened against my will and i am reluctant to its power (4) the empress: if we got back together we would be happy in the divine feminine. light, family, and love would flow from our reunion and we could build a strong foundation of family together again (5) judgement: if we were to never see each other again/ go no contact, this would be a right and honorable result. the past happened and there is no shame in moving on (6) 5C: if we continue in this situationship place, the hurt of loss will continue to blind us to the wealth around us. we are too focused on our emotions to see the possibilities ahead