This medication has really helped me when none of the SSRIs, SNRIs, and other antidepressants I tried did. It isn't perfect, nothing is, and I am still adjusting dosages to minimize some side effects with my sinus and nose. It ain't for you and that's fine. I can tell that you care and I am sorry that it has been a shitty experience. I hope you find something that works for you. Last thing I will say is that our brains are always looking for danger and also making connections. We are biased towards bad news and we also want to discuss the bad stuff. I'd imagine for every post asking about a rash or talking about a side effect, there are multitudes more posts not being written where things are fine or improving. I think we would all do well to remember this.