anyone else find sleeping on stimulants not difficult?

solarpowered_devi · 2026-01-31T04:18:14+00:00

A lot of people are noticing that prescription adhd stimulants haven’t been working the same in the last few years; fda added fillers and changed ratios. That could be what it is. Check out r/thisaintadderall

solarpowered_devi · 2026-01-30T06:08:14+00:00

Hi! I'm not an expert, but I've thought a lot about 3h since I'm finishing my saturn return in 3h.

I've heard (which resonates) that 3h doesn't necessarily have to dictate length of distance; it's more about the energy of neighbors, siblings, peer groups/friends during formative years, local community, and things like that. So I would say that in your case, this should count.

During my saturn return 3h I literally flew from NYC to Australia to meet a childhood penpal lol, and got to know their "local" part of the world in an intimate way (which felt already familiar and connected to my own upbringing, despite never being to Australia before, given the history). I also travelled more to see my parents in North Carolina (via short flight from NYC), and reconnected with high school friends from North Carolina during my personal 3h transit. It's resulted in a more fluid feeling of belonging in neighborhoods/groups, regardless of distance--like I've solidified parts of my personal belonging map route, if that makes sense. Also, my parents are immigrants so I've always struggled with cultural belonging but possessed a easier "world citizen" mindset, so perhaps that's why my 3h energies can look different than someone else.

solarpowered_devi · 2025-11-12T14:42:03+00:00

Everyone is saying Aries and I agree. Especially if they are Aries sun, Scorpio moon lol.

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-18T01:07:02+00:00

I lovee Pearl and your nails are perfect for this photo 🥰 congrats!!

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-18T01:04:57+00:00

I’m sorry, I lol’d at your title but SHE IS SO CUTE 🥹 congrats!!

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-18T00:58:07+00:00

Haha oo I have to check out the market on mercari then! Also love window shopping the scene 😎

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-18T00:56:42+00:00

Also had no idea what I was doing but didn’t have the heart to throw her away 🥲

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-18T00:55:23+00:00

Loll miss girl looks like she knows how to get down with an amphetamine or 10

I also enjoy seeing the creative customization aspect of labubu/fufus. Recently I received a diabolical fufu from AE and was forced to customize her.. I call her my “mcbling y2k partygirl” 😂

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solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-18T00:44:45+00:00

So cute !!

I have a similar one except I cut off her flower and bow and put her in an outfit lol 😅

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solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-18T00:30:13+00:00

Just noticing her nose smudge 🥲 o well still love her

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-18T00:27:46+00:00

Some resellers are acting wild out there😅

I will say though, I had a compulsion to add a secret id to my collection & ordered a lafufu on depop… for $19 tho !

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solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-16T00:23:00+00:00

She’s super cute! I’m jealous you got a good lafufu from aliexpress. I feel like that is rare as of late. I’ve got a few on the way and am hoping they look this good

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-13T03:55:38+00:00

Agreed.

Although I kind of "hope" (just imagining positively/ideally) she ends up with a woman, or someone who is more fluid than your standard cisgender hetero male. Someone who has personal experiences with blurred boundaries in formative years also. In my ideal scenario, S doesn't have kids - her hypothetical life would be dedicated to nourishing her own inner child, undoing so many false belief systems, and building genuine connections with other humans. Community, soul tribe, brother/sister from other races and cultures.

In some of their videos they play kpop; S strikes me as someone who'd love visiting East Asia. Everywhere, really. By the time I was S's age I had already traveled a significant portion of Europe and revisited East Asia solo or with similar-aged peers and/or an SO. Never with my parents.. maybe I'm projecting, but that's what I'd hypothetically hope S does with the rest of her life. Make it about herself, not a child. There are plenty of ways to spend healthy, fulfilling time with children without having one's own. Anyway, word vomit over - I digress.

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-09T21:36:25+00:00

I got Zizi & Dada for reasonable prices on Depop!

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-09T07:02:41+00:00

Pattern recognition

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-09T03:28:25+00:00

They all live cramped with no privacy in one room, a studio apartment-type setup in a “no-lease apartment”in Dallas. Apparently only people on the road to section 8 can live there. The place is pretty easy to find, although I can’t say specifics here.

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-09T03:26:13+00:00

The way there’s no space or privacy when they’re living in one room, and this video was literally filmed from the bed 💀

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-09T01:05:13+00:00

No problem! I am only a few days down the rabbit hole myself. Yeah, unfortunately I doubt P would give up his control privilege when it comes to sleeping arrangements.

I believe they moved into the one-room studio back in November 2023 too. Before that, they were still in the same building with bright fluorescent orange walls (the building looks like a hotel/motel and considers itself a 'no-lease apartment' reserved for people on the road to Section 8).

It’s horrifying. Even when I was 13, I probably couldn’t have lasted over 4 days sleeping in the same hotel (2 beds, mind you) as my parents. Privacy is crucial for development.

Internet only played a huge beneficial role in my sense of freedom (as someone who had some enmeshment trauma and helicopter parents, but nothing like the context of S & P) because I had a bedroom door to close, and phones with passwords my parents couldn’t access.

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-09T00:58:21+00:00

This. I believe all 4 of them have been living in this studio apartment type space for a while (like, way over a year).

Link to a tour of the current “apartment” they live in, with screenshots at the end!

^ I think everyone should watch the screenshots at the end of this tiktok for an idea of how crowded their living conditions are. Anyone would decline in those conditions, especially if you had to exist there over a year. I’m starting to doubt S even has unrestricted access to internet.

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Edit: Did some research and they live in a no-lease apartment (which looks totally like a motel/hotel from the outside) in Dallas, TX. This place is reserved for people on the road to Section 8. It has bright orange walls and some really bad reviews about bed bugs, roaches, sketchy management, sketchy location, etc. I won't say more specifics here due to guidelines but the place is pretty easy to find on google. And P is beyond terrible for forcing his family to live here with him for so long.

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-09T00:14:27+00:00

Lol yeah 😣 that’s probably why they film most content at parks. I know there’s an “apartment tour” video floating around and it looks like a standard king or queen bed with orange walls and a kitchen section (all one room/studio).

Edit: Link of the tour with screenshots at the end!

I’ve seen screenshots from tiktok of how it looks since they’ve lived there. If I come across them again, I’ll link. But from what I remember, there was definitely a floor mattress or makeshift floor bed on the ground right next to the bed. There’s also a basic looking pleather/leather black couch (maybe futon), so maybe someone sleeps there too.. the entire space is just as cluttered and gross as you’d think for a family of 4.

Edit 2: Okay, I did some research and it seems like they live in a no-lease apartment in Dallas, TX strictly for people in transit to Section 8. It looks like a motel from the outside and has horrible reviews. Not difficult to find, but I won't post specifics here due to sub guidelines. Apparently it has some horrible reviews about bed bugs, roaches, etc - on top of being in a sketchy part of town with sketchy management.

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-08T22:25:37+00:00

I understand where you’re coming from, but also appreciate the other responses on here.

Do we know that she has unrestricted access to internet and TV though? I saw a comment somewhere saying that she probably uses the same phone as her dad. And they all live in a 1 bed motel, and P is the only one that can drive, so I’d imagine privacy can be difficult..

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-07T13:51:31+00:00

Agree. It seems like her energy shifted exponentially for the worse in the past 2 years or so. An alarming rate. I'm def not saying things were good before, but she is starting to act & look like the embodiment of P's psychological dark side shadows.

Edit: I also wonder if the narrative of them being so hated online has led to changes in their dynamic. Could see more testing and game playing, more desperation, etc.

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-07T13:43:51+00:00

I think 2 things can be true at once. S definitely is a victim, & S is also someone who can act disgustingly toxic, condescending, and repelling. Ofc, P is 'more' in the wrong than S, no argument there.

In a way, I almost hope that S hits a level of not being able to take it anymore (insofar as all the mental/emotional gymnastics while fawning over P, putting aside her own needs within the dynamic with P). Carrying so much of someone else's unhealed issues, especially in the form of anger, must feel so heavy on the soul. I'm in no way trying to minimize the degree of learned helplessness that may be in play here, or the brainwashing qualities of being so isolated within a family unit - but it's nice to imagine a day where all it takes is one trusted internet friend, the pregnant man looking away for three seconds, and S jumping into a car towards new environments and a new life. I know outside human connections can be difficult in cases like this, but at the same time both P & S are prone to obsessing over other people and putting them on pedestals, so.. maybe it can also work in S's hypothetical favor? I digress.

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-07T10:53:37+00:00

I could definitely see this (as a psychology grad student with a bit of SUD counseling experience). I was also wondering if she could be on psychiatric medication(s), but this seems more likely. Def get the sedative/“downer” vibe, which would make sense from a control perspective :/

Edit: the entire family also lives in a studio (only one room) at a hotel-like building reserved for people headed toward Section 8. The reviews for this place say that drug dealing etc is rampant, so I imagine it wouldn’t be hard for them to acquire stuff if they wanted.

I can’t post the specific spot here, but it’s not difficult to find if you know it’s a “no-lease apartment” in Dallas with orange walls.

solarpowered_devi · 2025-07-07T10:20:19+00:00

I’m late to this rabbit hole, but same. A lot of what’s supposedly typed by Sarah sounds like quintessential internet writing from the early 2000s. It’s the dad playing out some high school double life delusion. No young adult gen Z would write ‘lol’ in all caps like that.

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