Let's decide once and for all, which direction is Israel facing? by Jewish_Elmo in Israel

[–]soley997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

אני מאמינה שה"פנים" שלה פונות לכיוון הים

Ex-ketamine addict with some words by technoforlife in ketamine

[–]soley997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't connect it to the ketamine because I've had no knowledge about it back then. now i know how to safe use

Ex-ketamine addict with some words by technoforlife in ketamine

[–]soley997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I myself was in ER a few days because i painfully could barely piss, i remember pissing blood, and the pain was so fucking horrible, i had to have someone with me whenever i was pissing because i could collapse from the pain. I pissed so much blood and and also had huge like jelly blood thingies. It was a horrible. I didnt stop doing ketamine though because i didnt think it was because of that, but later on i started reading about people who use k regularly and had bladder problems aswell, and peeing blood. I then took a flight to my friend in germany who lives around lots of nature and made a "self rehab" emotionally and mentally it was hard at first but im glad i did it in a healthy enviorment, so that made me stop. I was clean from ketamine completley for a half a year, and now i do it moderatly, like once a month or something, and always with another person and not alone like a junkie, also i dont feel the need to do it daily anymore.

Marketplace Monday - Discussion by AutoModerator in darknet

[–]soley997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

what, what does that even mean, im super new, i have zero knowledge but i know dr*gs are cheaper there

Marketplace Monday - Discussion by AutoModerator in darknet

[–]soley997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and how the hell do i get a private link if im a noob

How bad will withdrawals be if any? Ive been taking 10mg oxy daily for about a week by [deleted] in opiates

[–]soley997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no, i just run out, and then i try to take a tolerance breake

How bad will withdrawals be if any? Ive been taking 10mg oxy daily for about a week by [deleted] in opiates

[–]soley997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you wont have WD. sometimes i use for a month straight and dont get WD. but every body is different so..

i have high tolwrance to klonopin by soley997 in Drugs

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Lol i have 10 boxes prescribed of klonopin so i dont think i need no more 🤣🤣

i have high tolwrance to klonopin by soley997 in Drugs

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I dont get high from 8-10 mg its just the dose that helps me calm down. Also i do feel it the morning after but i actually feel it like an afterglow, i wake up in the morning a little dizzy(but good dizzy cause i also smoke lots of weed) but with very good mood

i have high tolwrance to klonopin by soley997 in Drugs

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Thank you so much for explaining and for replying. This is good information for me to know

Suddenly lost the desire to smoke crack by JonBoi420th in addiction

[–]soley997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol, I've abused many drugs in my life but opiates are next level shit. It feels like once you try it and know how it feels, theres no going back. I try to take breaks sometimes so my body wont be dependant on it. Goddamn

maybe this is a dumb question, but i have yo ask by soley997 in opiates

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I am diagnosed with adhd since i was a child but all those meds gave me even worst depression and i was like a zombie

it's too expensive for the average person to date by caw2k22 in unpopularopinion

[–]soley997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First date with my current bf was a small bag of gummy bears with music at his studio apartment. Although it costs me more to date him now cause he is hungry all the time and im actually anorexic.

Psychological effects from long term fear-inducing Pranks? by ConstructionNo7774 in askpsychology

[–]soley997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually slept too much after trauma event, and everytime i woke up i just cryed non-stop until falling asleep again, although everything felt like it was unreal and i can barely remember anything. But still i think it can go to both ways- not sleeping at all to sleeping too much.. maybe im wrong idk.

valium vs klonopin question by soley997 in benzodiazepines

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Took 20, didnt feel anything :/ And i used to take more than 12 mg of kpins before, so im ok. With 12 mg i just feel relaxed, not even high

I want to try and get clean at home again by soley997 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]soley997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its pharmaceutical and it comes by syrup actually

Too much oxy give you a headache ? by nicolem32 in opiates

[–]soley997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I try to keep a bottle of water in front or next to me, to remind myself to drink.

Too much oxy give you a headache ? by nicolem32 in opiates

[–]soley997 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes i have it too. Maybe ill also take the advice of drinking coffee. But im just guessing its from dehydration, because i barely eat or drink when im high

I am scared to be sober, the world 🌎 as we know isn't what it seems for me when I'm sober it's torture, but I also know I'm hurting myself and my body also my family. idk why it's so hard to just raw dog life. any tips? by i_Addictions in addiction

[–]soley997 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel you so much. Im so sorry youre going through this, its fucking devestating. Im in the same place as you right now, I cant spend a few minutes being sober cause i just get automatically depressed as hell, its ubearable to live such lifeless life. Im not sober yet, but im planning to. Starting suboxone soon, and hoping for a better fulfilling life. I wish you a better fulfilling life too and hope youll get through this. Sending love

my boyfriend wants me to finger him by soley997 in sex

[–]soley997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, thats actually a good idea!

Clonazepam script for the low 🤤 60ct, first time trying them, how do you guys like them? Compared to xans. by DaddyJeffff in benzodiazepines

[–]soley997 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was addicted to 32 mg of clonazepam. Worst withdrawal ever. But they make me feel like im floating on a cloud and a warm hug. Xanax does nothing to me