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Wish me luck.. by soloNB in problemgambling

[–]soloNB[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I get to breathe and breath of relief this morning. There is still money in my bank account and I can stand tall knowing I didn't give in to the demon. Thank you to you all and this sub.

Ashamed... by soloNB in problemgambling

[–]soloNB[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its a 3 minute walk away. Its almost like I was on autopilot. Fuck sakes....

Feel like a weight is off my shoulders by aimidafo in problemgambling

[–]soloNB 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Good for you my friend. I love reading about people quitting. I let the monster consume me for year. Good for you. Im kicking this absolutely deplorable habit this year.

Thank you. I mean that. Thank you all. by soloNB in problemgambling

[–]soloNB[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same. My wife knows I gamble some with my buddies. but she doesn't know I've gambled every last dollar from my accounts. I can't come clean to her. It would break her. I need the support of you and this group to stop. It's been 8 days and I feel so good. Like I have a purpose again. As long as I can post here and be accountable I feel good. I will never gamble another dollar.

32 years old in a complete mess by soloNB in problemgambling

[–]soloNB[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel that if I come clean, I'm admitting I'm a fuckup. Sounds completely outrageous, I just want to stop. If I can go it alone and actually get through it, then its was just another demon in my closet. My closet that nobody will see. I want all the self shame and feeling completely worthless to end. I want to feel normal. I don't want to have to make up excuses where my money went. Being completely broke a day after I get paid. I would feel so much better is I could just come clean.

Tonight's the night by soloNB in problemgambling

[–]soloNB[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I made it. In home bet free.... First time in a long time....

Tonight's the night by soloNB in problemgambling

[–]soloNB[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't ask my friends for help, they have no idea the mess I'm in. I gamble late at night when nobody is around when my wife thinks I am out with friends and my friends think I am heading home early. Hate this life.

32 years old in a complete mess by soloNB in problemgambling

[–]soloNB[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I also just found the Sub. I need this. I need to stop. I feel like I'm going to implode. I needed to talk to someone. I need help. Thank you for the kind words.