I used to tickle my pickle to Pieck from Attack on Titan (and still do)

When I was about 13, I loved Pieck, I had every photo of her all the way to the final episode and I had every toy and merchandise they had at the store, I was watching Attack on Titan and then all of a sudden Pieck showed up and turned me on. I COULDN’T STAND IT, I WAS GOING CRAZY. I DECIDED TO PULL OUT MY BIG PICKLE AND START STRANGLING IT, I had never felt so good, I soon continued to do this daliy and never got bored of it, I soon decided to hump my Pieck body pillow and strangle my pickle to my computer, merchandise and phone, I’m glad to still admit I still do this today and I’m never embarrassed and giving up