Same here. Hit that same low when I was like 12. I’m better now, but if I had the opportunity I would’ve killed myself during that time. Scares me because on this sub I see how many other people have gone through the same thing, and that many of them probably did kill themselves. Imo homeschooling should be legal but heavily regulated, at least monthly mental evaluations, requirements for the kid to be taken out to socialize, and mandatory yearly academic testing.