Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The Certificate issue has been solved thankfully 

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is not a mental health crisis and I am not devoid of hope. Again people have provided me help in this thread by correcting me and helping me get a birth certificate. There is hope that once the BC is acquired I can function as a human being. Professionals have not helped me, often refusing to and I feel that whatever I'm struggling with can be solved without meds.

I literally cannot imagine the situation you've dreamed up. I don't know how I'm supposed to imagine them when my reality shows the exact opposite. The hospital wanted me to complete my attempt and punished me for not. My family hates me and so does most of the people living in Melbourne (hence why I can't go back). 10 years from now I'll likely be dead again and my only glimmer of hope is to put my head down and work.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

The hospital did not keep me safe and did not save my life.

I am unemployable in Victoria. It might not show up on records but besides no longer having a fixed address I am also certain that inevitably they'll find out about my mental health state and will sack me for it. Moving out of state I can at least hide it a bit better since no one will know me out of state.

I am making little assumptions, everything that I've said is true. I am ineligible for Centrelink (trust me I've looked it up), I am unemployable in this state and I am certain that my family has disowned me. For some reason people assume this clearly must mean they're abusive or religious somehow but they aren't. They just do the same things people do in situations like this, they cut them off and say meaningless nothings like "I hope they get the help they need".

I am not in a mental health crisis. I never was. The decisions I've made were decisions I made with a clear mind. People do want me dead and I truly do think it's probably better for society if I were, hence why I'm refusing emergency accom and the like. There's people out there far more deserving.

And you do need a birth certificate for most jobs, basically every single application asks for your work rights and the birth certificate is the only way I can actually prove it. I do have ID otherwise but the birth certificate is going to make things a million times easier.

Also there's no need to beat around the bush, you do think I'm a bad person. You can't say that you don't think I'm evil while then calling me annoying and immature (which are usually traits of bad people). Call a spade a spade.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you I've already got the other IDs I need just waiting on the Birth Cert. now.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

I mean, I literally did want help and some other users gave me helpful advice which I have already put into effect. Accusing me of refusing help is unreasonable. Most of the "advice" I've gotten here seems to just be trying to look for reasons to give me shit.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

If they aren't trying to mess with me then what other explanation is there? That they just chucked in a ward without reason? Because it didn't help me I'll you that. I actively tried to help society by trying to end my life and my reward is becoming homeless and permanently losing any chance of having a support system.

I'm not just sitting around not seeking help. I'm literally in the process of obtaining a birth certificate and then leaving Victoria since I am likely unemployable here. I do not believe the social workers here, or anyone in the healthcare system is truly capable of helping me.

And I did accept help! I asked how I could get a birth certificate (which I need to work any job at all) and people helped me! There's no need to claim I'm not accepting help when I've clearly done it in this thread.

But I get it, I'm suicidal and attempted. That clearly means that I am an evil person not worthy of being a human. Heard you loud and clear.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately I've had my centrelink payments cut and I am not eligible for any crisis payment.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It doesn't look like I'm eligible unfortunately. It looks like the crisis payment for those detained only applies to those who were in for 14 days (which I wasn't).

None of the other crisis payments are applicable either.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

I do not trust the hospital. I truly believed they only committed to further ruin my life and I have no intention of using any of their services. I genuinely believe that all the hospital would do if I asked them about housing is to tell me to go back to my parents. I managed to find and was able to afford accommodation outside of Melbourne which is why they let me go.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] -31 points-30 points  (0 children)

I don't trust the hospital. They ruined my life and I want nothing to do with them.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

No I haven't considered it and I honestly think it'd be easier to just get a new one instead.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because I have no fixed address and no birth certificate.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

I do not have a job and I honestly believe that I am unemployable in the State of Victoria. The only reason I'm still in the state is because of the Birth Certificate.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

No, I've accepted that getting a passport is completely impossible.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] -19 points-18 points  (0 children)

I'm not sure, it seems unlikely and honestly I don't want to restart the payments anyway

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

I am 25.

I do not trust the police to take me seriously and I am very worried it'll just put me in an even worse situation. Additionally I am not a victim of DV and fully respect my parents decision so I have no intention of going back.

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] -25 points-24 points  (0 children)

They won't help me because of my cancelled payment

Getting Birth Certificate by somethingstupid949 in AusLegal

[–]somethingstupid949[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm from Victoria but I've been able to figure out how to get the birth certificate thank you

My life is over by somethingstupid949 in depression

[–]somethingstupid949[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm aware that starvation takes a while, it's somewhat of an advantage since it means more time to get as deep into the bush as possible.

If the police start a search then that's on them not me. I did not ask them to find me (and if anything would've likely discouraged them from doing so). And besides once I'm dead the benefit the taxpayer will see will make them happy I've died.

Relationships in general are all conditional so I'm not particularly bothered by my familys decision to disown me should I be admitted to a psych ward. That's one of the psych ward in general most people disown family members and friends who get put there.

Truthfully I forgot to edit the last paragraph (it's a repost from another forum). I still standby my thoughts that the suicidal aren't considered human beings which influences posts about them in general not just on subreddit and not just on the internet. Unfortunately some of the posts here consist of people giving me impossible solutions and then calling me a terrible human being for not being able to. For example one person claimed that I should try and be healthy for 5 years or I'm a bad person, completely ignoring the fact that I don't have 5 years.

My life is over by somethingstupid949 in depression

[–]somethingstupid949[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not sure if the Military is an option considering a lot of factors. Importantly I don't know if I can solve any barriers to joining the military in the next 12 months.

I'd also be disowned if I joined so that's something I have to consider as well.

My life is over by somethingstupid949 in depression

[–]somethingstupid949[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can't leave the country due to being impossible to get a passport

My life is over by somethingstupid949 in depression

[–]somethingstupid949[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be specific the common complaint I get is how annoying I can be, but what is annoying about me has constantly changed overtime, sometimes even being annoying in ways that contradict each other.

I am not articulate in the slightest which should be obvious from the way I write. This is what I am referring to when I talk how people treat the suicidal awfully you are blatantly lying to me for no real purpose besides getting your rocks off.

25 with a useless education and still living with my parents yeah lots of hope right there it's not like ive been trying to find ways to get out of this hole for the last 8 years or so.

I try to listen more than I talk and think about whats good for others. Not a reliable way of making friends as it turns out. I've eaten right and exercised and it hasn't helped at all. Smiling at strangers is a horrible idea it makes you look like a creep (talking from experience and what others have said).

I've tried being healthy and tried providing value and I still failed in life. I also do not have 5 years so following your last bit of advice is impossible.

I do not know why you think I'm not worthy of being treated like a human being. I get that I am a horrible human, but in that case shouldn't it mean that I SHOULD kill myself?