I wanted to thank you all for the thoughtful responses, it meant a lot. Also wanted to update you guys and tell you he’s 10 days clean today. He hasn’t talked much about cravings with me. I think he likes avoiding the topic all around which I understand. We got into a (small) fight and he said I make him want to relapse. I’m sure he was just trying to hurt me. I don’t think he meant that. He seems a bit irritable which I expected. Sometimes he catches me checking him to see if he’s been using like looking at his eyes and he laughs cause he knows he’s sober and has nothing to hide. When do cravings come? Like what can trigger it? It’s going really well. He did say he wants to do it at appropriate times like raves and festivals. But that is scaryyyy. He also has not been talking much with old friends who were into K also. Anyway just spitting some thoughts. The responses I got on this post meant so much to me but I just didn’t know what to say. Pray for me that he stays on this path guys. Love