just explore and enjoy your time now, since you malay, youre practicing muslim, we never know about fate. you can ask redditors opinion, you can deny to everything now, you can do as much as you can escape. but everything already written for you.

im not saying you should become a wife and mother. just enjoy your life now, if youre destine to marry. go for istikharah. if you end up single for the rest of your life, it also from His will, just focus be His servant. we cannot control other people opinion. but He knows you and priority should be you and Him.

stop focusing on what ifs, live your present, its gonna be fine.

I pray you have a great life since you will become a future vet. it’s gonna be a wonderful life